For A Special Friend
I am writing at home now on 071209 2328, listening to Mutton to Midnight. I managed to stay at home and have to book in tml morning. Just want to type this very short post before i book in and before it is too late…..
Yup, i think those reading this shld be able to guess who is this for. Yup, Sandeep, this is for u. Firstly, sorry lei. didn’t get u anything…. but hey.. i got my reason… anyway, just want to say some stuff before you leave tml..
I want to thank you for being part of my life
I want to thank you for being my close friend in MJC
I want to thank you for being there when i needed you
i think these three sentence can mean everything that i want to say le. i think really quite cool. cos i dunno when me and u became close frens. i think we can relate to each other because we often get bastard by ppl.. maybe due to our appearance, we take things more lightly. and because of that we often get bullied.. but it was also because of that, we managed to relate and talk to each other more.
MMM brought us closer together.. Although at many times during MMM stuff, i felt like KILLING u. due to ur “neatness”, but we still managed to cover up for each other and present a nice MMM to the rest of MJ. the accident also brought our friendship to another level. our friendship undergone some testing during some of the council term and after council. But all turn out well..
Friendships, Relationships, Studies and even now, ARMY.. u r someone who i can talk anything to. i think you are one of the few who know a lot of things about me. haha.. you shld be proud of this fact k. and i want to thank you for listening to all these shit.
i will and i believe you will miss the weekends meetings we have. i really can’t find such a good and close fren around me to go out and just RANDOM chit chat and eat at DOWNTOWN. even rachel have moved house. lesser and lesser people for me to talk to, for me to enjoy my weekends. over here, i want to say sorry to you. at times, i didn’t answer your calls or even reply smses. i may have offended you or scolded you during council or wat. but hey, we are still close fren.
i think i have to end here soon.. but ya.. dun forget what i told you today afternoon. i really meant what i said. In the forest, i tot of you leaving. dun think i dunno, i saw your watering eyes. i held mine back. dun worry, no matter how far u go, i am just a phone call, sms, e-mail away.. i know how u are feeling now. i felt that 3 weeks ago before going Brunei. but i believed mine was not as strong as what u felt. ok, i dunno what else to say already.. i think you already understood what i wanted to say.. ok. why didn’t i make a proper farewell or even a gift, the reason is that i dun want to say good bye. i think they only thing i want to say is SEE YOU SOON. cos i believe you will be back and we will still get to meet k. remember all of us over here. we are always here for you. do drop me a random sms, e-mail. i will reply on weekends. with that, i think we still have to face the reality……
SEE YOU SOON, SANDEEP


