1 Month

ok.. finish blogging the previous post and now for this post. By the time i finish this post, it will be really one month le.. for those who know what have been going on, you confirm know who and what i am referring to.

hmm. really dunno what to do or say le la.. 1 month had passed.. nothing have been done.. i tried, but no improvement had been made.. now when i type about this, i think i have nothing much to tok about le. Because i am sick and tired over it le.. really tired ba.. got school work to catch up and i have to worry and think about stupid stuff like this when it can actually be solve quite easily.. haiyo.

ok. nth much to say le.. haha. only, i have the sudden urge to change lyrics of songs. that one that i said in my previous post that i will post a song. haha. it will be here.. i will be changing some of the lyrics.. so u can listen to the original, but sing my lyrics.. haha. this is purely RANDOM.

Waiting For You ( Fall For You -- edited )

The best thing about tonight's that I'm not waiting
Could it be that i have wait too long before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're are bored down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will wait for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't want to wait another month
I swear it's true
Because a friend like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
You always swore to me that we are not apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may look like
But I have been through way too much
Ohhhh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will wait for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't want to wait another month
I swear it's true
Because a friend like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will wait for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't want to wait another month
I swear it's true
Because a friend like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will wait for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't want to wait another month
I swear it's true
Because a friend like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

-- Jun Kai --

MUGGING Season Starts

hmm.. really tired.. now is 2247.. YESH.. OMG.. so early and i am blogging.. who can imagine that? haha. ok. let me think.. for the past few days, namely from Monday till today ( Thursday ), nothing much happen. usual routine.. went school for lesson. then after school stay back in school to MUG lor. that's my life.. haiz..

only thing to mention is that yesterday was the CCA/ LEADERS appreciation lunch thing.. haha.. quite LAME.. but it was the thought that count. haha. so yup, went for it, had buffet, which by the time i went there, not much food is left, and also i think the coolest thing is that i started a new buffet trend. It is called, PLUCK the FLOWER trend.. so for people out there, figure it out yourself. wahaha. and another thing that happen yesterday was that, MY HEADSET spoil again. i think this is the 5th one this year. haiz. so this is a call for any NOKIA headset which is available. anyone who dun want your NOKIA headset, can pass it to me.

hmm.. yesterday, i also went to eat with my class guys and Charlene joined us too. OMG, that dinner is so bloody FUNNY.. haiyo.. cannot take it. dinner with LAM, Kevan is CANNOT MAKE IT. haha. their BROTHERLY lame-ness is something that no one can take it. haha. and TODAY, the king of LAME is really LAME.. literally.. he fell while having PE.. haha. but now he is ok le. haha. went to study ( sort of, i didn't do much ) with EL and LAM today at MACs. and i went home at 9+.. cos nth much to study ba..

OMG. tml is 初一 and it is actually the start of 7th month. that is also another reason why i came home early tonight. Better be safe then sorry. so for the next one month, WATCH your mouth. haha. and MS fau actually told us to converse in English. MAYBE my class should really try.. we tried but all gave up soon.. haha. we are too CHINESE/HOKKIAN...

ok lastly before i end off.. told you nothing interesting to blog about.. all about mugging.. and after MS LAI talk today, it made us realise that we have to mug more.. STOP GOING IN CIRCLES...

the last thing is..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

yup. this short paragraph is dedicated to that someone who is having her birthday tonight. and you are still outside while i am typing this. haiyo.. really enjoyed your birthday rite.. haha.. ok back to the main point. hey sorry huh, my present is so CHEEPO and so random. but it is the thought that count k. haha. i got a reason for buying that.. 1st, u told me that is your favourite so i bought la.. and 2ndly, i bought that such that from now on, WHENEVER you skipped dinner AGAIN, you at least have something to eat at home.. see i so kind.. and also, once finish, either u RESTOCK yourself or can tell me. then we go SHOPPING for more FOOD.. haha. eat k.. haha. lucky tonight u went out for dinner.. haha... 3 CAKES huh.. haha..

ok.. next, i just want to thank you too. if u didn't realise, we have know each other for 1 month.. haha. tml will actually be the 1 month cut off.. haha. yep.. my know is the really got talk de.. haha.. i really want to thank you.. cos... through this one month, u kept me happy and entertained.. haha. i was bored and sian-ed because of some other problem.. but thanks to you, my life still got that little fun in it.. so thanks k.. haha. hope our friendship will last.. haha. and.... stay happy and SMILE k. = ) 

ok.. enough le.. if not later ur EGO high high.. haha. ok la.. enjoy ur PRESENT opening ceremony.. haha.. hope u enjoyed your birthday. ok.. the below flowers are for you.. haha. random. must make my blog colourful mah.. haha. ok shall end here..

                   

一切完美

ok.. I just finish watching this show. yesh. today is Saturday. i record the last two episode of this show and just finish watching it. actually now is sunday. hmm, shall begin my blog by blogging about this.

this show is a show that i have not seen for very long. as i had mentioned in my previous post, i love this show. it really taught me many things. about the way i see life, the way that people around us. and obviously, the most important message that it wanted to convey. the message about INNER BEAUTY vs EXTERNAL BEAUTY

hmm some quote that i love. from the last episode. i forgot a lot. haha. so going to crap and try to remember if possible. OH, i just remembered something, Wan Yee told me my last post i spell BLOGGING wrong. haiz. my PERFECT post is still not PERFECT

In this world of Imperfection, there is still a corner of Perfection

在這不完美的世界里，有這完美的角落。

We just have no FATE

我們就是沒有緣分

We use one second to see someone, one minute to know someone,

one hour to love someone.

But we need to use our Whole lifetime to forget someone.

我們用一秒看一個人，

用一分鐘認識一個人，

一小時愛一個人。

可是，我們需要一輩子來忘記一個人。

ok. enough of quote. i personally like the last quote the best. it does not apply to just relationship only, Friendships too. talking about friendship,  i lead me to today, woo...

hmm.. wanted to post this last nite. but my irritating computer cannot go online. so i decided to use my HP to blog.. actually, i was very happy that weekend is here... BUT, haiz.. got MTPS ( Meet-The-Parent-Session 2008 ). yesh, i have to meet for those who dunno. that spoil my day i think.

so i went for MTPS in the morning, went there early, so waited with my mum ( if u r wondering who i went with ).. and smth that made me think for a while. when my mum saw i think Zhiyong then ask me. " is he the one that went to our house toliet " yup.. this was when i remembered that someone again.. so sian-ed. and i told her no la. and she still ask " oh, so that guy need to meet?" and i told her, i dunno.. cos i really dunno. y? the reason is clear. 3 weeks.

ok. so MTPS was ok. with a translator there. i think the translator is good. i am so affected by wat she say. i almost teared sia. she really make me want to study ba. and becos of MTPS, tomorrow will be my last GP tuition, after this, i am going to go for CONSULTATION. so many till the teachers say " JUNKAI i think u have enough consultation ".. some quote ( again ) that the translator said..

1. You are too concern about your friends ( So true )
2. You need to seek CONSULTATION for GP and CHEM  ( TRUE )
3. Your other friends are feeling worried already, the teachers can see it. BUT not in YOU. ( Not really true )
4. At this rate, you will be left behind when your other friends go up and shake hands next year. ( QUITE TRUE )
5. You can't go into university with only MATH and ECON being OK ( TRUE )
6. You dun want to study MATHAMATICS during university rite? ( NOT TRUE  but i will consider others too )
7. YOU HAVE NO TIME

Yesh, this is what the translator said, maybe also what MS Fau wanted to say. i think line 3,4,5 and 7 is really the impact-ful kind that made me scared. so those who are not scared, read those line and apply to yourself. and like wat kelly mention, i am doing it for HER. i dun want to disappoint HER. and that HER is my mum.. and also my dad and my sis la. i dun want to let anyone down. SO I WILL REALLY STUDY HARD..

ok. after MTPS, i studied in school, went to eat, and studied. slack a lot. till at nite where i ate KFC and also studied at MAC alone. till 10 ba. hmm. not bad did a lot ba. and thanks ZHANG for ur jacket. it helped. and tml after my last tuition and rest, i am going to AIRPORT to study. hope it is CONDUSIVE.

ok. enough of today. hmm nth much to blog abt the rest of the week le. only left with one last thing. that is FLOORBALL. we won national second for BOYS and FIRST for girls. but in my heart MJC floorball is still the DOUBLE CHAMPIONS. and we should be given the most Graceful team and the most SPORTSMANSHIP-PED team. haiz. may unhappy-ness about the match, including a RJC member scolding the supporter FU*K. haiz. RJC.. and then many idiots referee-ing by the referees. BUT never mind, it is all over.. GOOD JOB GUYS. and GIRLS.. now it is back to studies. if u all happen to see this.

ok. i need to go sleep le. so late le. nothing else le ba. really damm sad that some stuff are dragging. 3 weeks and 2 weeks.. haiz. disappointed. but this is life. wanted to blog a song. but seems like no time, so shall blog it when i have the time. till then..

Before i forget, i want to thanks all those who have been by my side.. be it studying or chit chatting. really.. thanks to GAY aka kelvin, LAM, LAM's Father aka RONALD, EL, Hariz, Kevan, ZY, RUSH, Weiting, YY, MICH, BABI aka JIHAN, ARVIN and also esmond for ur constantly random SMSes.. haha. thanks to my class for bringing life to me. william and daozheng too. but too bad i seldom tok to u two. but thanks.. and also, FU FONG and ZHANG. have been hanging out with u two quite frequently cos LAM. and also CHIA and Sandeep who will always be there when i need someone to tok to. thanks..

UNLUCKY

shall keep this post rather short.. haiz.. cos no mood. plus no time.. now is 0008.. and it is wed... hmm.. i just finish bathing.. and after blogging this short post, i need to do some research for GP.. before gg to see if i got anything to do.. haiz..

for the past days, nth much happen ba.. dun want to blog cos nth to blog.. so i shall just type wat i want to type then TA-da off i go.. haha. HEY.. got hw to be done k.. so it is good that i want to type ok. haha..

Issue 1:

I think this issue have been lingering around for around 1 month already. Maybe till today, there is no solution. Just something that happen that make me realise that maybe everything is over already. at first, when blogs are not updated, I have the thinking that the owners are not online and maybe missed out my posts. but after that recent update, I have come to a conclusion. Owners are still logging in and reading all sorts of people's blogs. However, owners do not give a BLOODY DAMM business to what I write and hence No ACTION is made. since there is no action, then I think I can take it that Owner had given up trying.

sometimes in life everything is so FUNNY. when you least want to see someone, you will happen to meet the person the most number of times, at the most funny places with the most temptation. looks like those times that I saw the Owners only made me realise their presence in me but not my presence in them.

( OK finish issue 1. Take note from issue 1 : and below, there is no spelling errors. this is due to me trying to improve GP and also showing my seriousness in this issue. But who will care? I also do not Know )

Issue 2:

This is another headache issue. Nope. it is not about any girl. it is about something that is more IRRITATING then girl. YESH, it is studies. I AM DAMMM DISSAPOINTED in myself. I need to really buck up. I need Motivation, I need HELP, I need determination. ALL these and lastly, I NEED SLEEP. looks like I need to plan my time such that I can make full use of MY productive time. I WILL DO WELL...

ok.. that's it. nothing else. going to do my GP now. I love my new style of BLOGING. so errors free. and take note that my " HAHAsss" are gone. maybe cos those issues had make me lose my laughter mood. haiz. so till then people. anyway, GOOD LUCK FLOORBALLERS. I dunno if I am going to watch, I have to see first. Have the STUPID FFGCC.. haiz.. ( I MISS MY TV SHOW. actually never miss. it was recorded. but i haven watch. WILL WATCH IT SOON )

ISSUE 2 CAN BE SOLVED easily.

CAN ISSUE 1 BE SOLVED?

2 week and 1 week

haha.. now is 0033.. haha. gg to use com for a while before my sis come back.. haha.. oh.. shall tok abt my nic first.. haha.. so that some ppl can read it first ba. hmm.. take today as FRIDAY (18/7/08) hmm.. then the 2 and 1 week make some sense lor... u take the friday then minus 2 and 1 week yup.. for someone it had been 1 week, for the other is 2 week.. yup.. that's all le la.. shall not say much le k.. haha..

ok.. haha.. now back to my blogging.. wooo.. ok.. stopped at thur on last post ba.. friday was EXCITING.. haha.. ok.. had lesson.. as usual, i told u all i like fri.. cos it is just too short.. and nice.. got the 2 period chem.. and OMG.. not fair.. is like, BANDING is for a reason.. BUT.. after banding, they give BETTER teachers to the BETTER band.. then for the not so good, the get the NOT SO GOOD teacher.. like that how we improve.. haizz.... and i realise smth today.. haha. that is, only 106 ppl get S and ABOVE for chem.. haha..

ok.. then after the chem lecture, we were deciding whether to go support FLOORBALL.. took damm long to decide and pursuade.. haha. and ta-da.. we went.. haha. reached there ard 1+.. and the match started.. haha.. lucky after the first THIRD, no score.. woo.. shiok.. and we watch the match.. OMG.. damm nice........ there was a time that within 2min, we score 3 goals.. wa lao.. IMBAH.. haha. and near the end, i think LYDIA scored a goal.. she came in, and within 30sec, she scored.. everyone was shocked.. haha. and i tell u, PERLIN - BOTH the short and the keeper, and FARAH are damm good.. perlin ( short ) impress me by making her way pass everyone from one end of the court to the other.. and she is wearing 12.. i love 12.. hey.. dun think diff.. i mean the number.. haha. and FARAH.. omg.. she like out there to win and scare ppl.. haha.. and obviously, PERLIN ( keeper ).. omg, she is good.. she impress us with her ONE-HAND CATCH BALL technique.. haha.. nice one girls.. haha. and sorry for the perlin.. for calling u short.. cos i can't call u striker.. cos i dun think got this name for floorballer.. haha.. but anyway, CONGRATES.. and good luck for FINAL ppl....

hmm.. after that, rush back for phy lecture.. was late.. damm la... make us wait for 15 for so long.. haha.. kevan.. haha.. took bus.. so joke.. haha.. and idiot.. LAM AND HIS FATHER
( RONALD ) tie all our bags together.. we have to untie all then rush to lecture.. and when inside the lecture hall, we then realise that they change the content of our bags.. haha. so while trying to make it less obvious we were late, we have to try to get our items back. haha. JOKE..

and after phy lecture, went to gym, slack.. and played freezbie with my class and some others.. haha. me, zhiyong and sebastian same grp.. then kelvin, lam and zhang chuan same grp.. haha. my grp won 1 i think.. after that, kevan and his fren joined us.. haha. and kevan joined my grp.. haha. and half way, after much loses, and much noise from me, kevan decided to change grp with his fren.. haha. and after that, my grp manage to catch some ba.. haha. and lam's grp lose quite a lot of score.. haha. cos of.. WILLIAM.. haha. so joke.. but it was fun.. not forgetting DANIEL who joined us.. haha. he joined my grp and he help us defend a lot lei.. haha.. pro huh.

after that i went to tuition and then went home.. wooo. so nth lor.. haha.. now for today ( SATURDAY ).. haha. went to school ard 11.. to study.. haha. and i saw JIAN HUI when i enter school.. yup. i doubt any of u who read my blog noe him.. haha. he is my tuition mate.. haha. ok. there is ROCK CLIMBING INTER-SCHOOL.. haha.. nice la.. haha. and i went to study at CANTEEN with ENG LIANG.. haha.. ok la.. quite ok lor.. did a little.. then kevan joined us.. and soon, after SRP, lam, kelvin, mich and esmond joined us.. and after that, we went to eat lunch.. and DA ZHENG joined us.. cool.. haha.. ok la. ate food.. duh.. haha..

went back school, then study a while.. and we were suppose to go watch arvin performance at pasir ris park.. but at 4+, it rained, then kel and i didn't wanted to go.. and mich from the started didn't wanted to go.. haha. so only lam, EL and Kevan went.. esmond already went home.. but he said he will joined them there. dunno got a not.. Dao zheng also came from home to go.. but he got UMBRELLA not fair.. so they went lor.. so me kel and mich stayed in school.. haha..

in the end we slack a lot. haha. walk up and down, watch the band get ready.. and saw mr wong WIFE.. haha.. cool.. haha.. and this was when i realise that 106 ppl get s and above for chem.. haha. cool huh.. haha.. after that, we three also TOK DAMMMM a lot in canteen.. so shock that i will tok to them so much. quite happy.. i think my friendship with my class and them are stronger now.. WOOO.. at least this let me feel happy compared to thinking abt.....

and after that, lam they called us to meet them at ws.. and we three were engrose in toking.. haha. paisei. but we went to find them soon.. and ate. and studied there.. cool huh.. haha. they stayed till 9+ and after that, i decided to sms rach.. haha. cos her b-dae.. i sms her sounding i needed someone to tok to.. just happen she was gg to pasir ris MRT.. haha. so i told her to meet me there.. and i decided to buy a cake.. a slice la.. and yup, she came.. along with CY and FAZALL.. and we celebrated with her.. haha. so paisei.. 1st, i bought the cake. then put there.. haha. then not eating.. look so weird.. and ppl looking.. 2nd, we had no lighter, so i had to borrow from a smoker. haha. thanks huh smoker.. i doubt u will see this. wahaha. and then 3rd, we three sang a damm soft birthday song.. so joke. haha.. yup.. cool huh.. chatted for a while before walking home lor.. with rach also. haha. joke..

hmm. nth much le.. finally type finish le.. can give sis use le..she waiting. haha.. wanted to post smth. but shall do it another time.. haha. anyway, i am now gg to edit rach photo then post in this post.. and also.. i am gg to JEE blog.. to see and comment.. ok. lastly, THANK mich and kelvin for toking and chit chatting.. THANKS lam, kevan, kel, EL, ZY , ZC, and all others for playing and enjoying with me.. i think our every friday games session must continue. EL bring PE la.. haha. and thank 07s211.. haha. RUSH aka my MUTTON partner. haha. he is JUSTIN. i am VERNON.. haha. MUTTONS TO MIDNIGHT SHLD BE BACK ON MONDAY.. SHIOK AH.. haha..  and with all my classmates and other frens, smth i still miss the times i had with...  haiya. nvm lor..i think soon will be 1 month.. then.. before i noe it, who noes hor.. i maybe forget le.. haha. as if i can.. haha.. ok end here le...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL

TIRED

haiyo.. now is 2 min before 0000.. haiz.. i am so so so so TIRED.. wa kao.. really cannot take it le.. haha.. hmm.. y so late lei.. haha.. my daily routine is the same la.. everyday after school, i will TRY to study in school... then reach home before 9 to catch my TV.. will watch till 11.. then after that, rest a while or bathe.. haiz... then is either i knock out. or i come online.. haiz.....

hmm.. yesterday ( wednesday ).. after i watch tv, i knock out le.. today, luckily i had some determination.. that's y now i am still blogging.. and i came online with an OBJECTIVE k.. haha. after blogging i will log in to IVLE to look at ionic answers.. haha. cos tml got time trial and i want to revise.. SEE.. study again.. WA KAO...

hmm.. nth much happen in school lately ba.. life have been real real boring.. have been hanging out with lam and those who go study room.. haha. ppl like JOHN and his frens.. haha. huijing they all ba.. they are the CONFIRM CHOP ppl i will see in study room everyday.. and looking at the rate they are studying, i am so so ashamed of myself.. haiz...

I NEED MOTIVATION

motivation from someone or even something... just a motivation that is enough for me to last till end of A-level.. haiz.. going to study room have become a routine for me.. BUT.. i always dun study much there.. haiz.. even ppl who go there know that i sleep a lot there.. and i walk ard and ard and ard.. haiz... sian.. really sian.. cos i never study much.. but if i come home, it will be worst.. and to think that i am motivating others to study.. haiz...

i think i really need to wake up soon ba.. haha. hope so.. haizz.. ok le.. shall end here le ba.. cos need to study a little.. ard 30 min. then sleep le.. tml still got SCHOOL can.. haha..

Friendship can just fall apart easily

Tested Friendship are     Real Friendship

經得起考驗的友情

才是真友情

yup.. all these are the thing always in my little brain.. haiz.. tired over it le ba.. haha. then just nice today the TV also tok abt this.. haha.. today morning really just demonstrated ur "IGNORING POWER" in the morning, i was just infront of u, but too bad ba.. i think u are too engrose sms-ing some other ppl to notice other ppl's presence.. haiz.. NVM le la..

ok.. forget to add.. haha.. i deleted 1504 msg from my SENT ITEMS.. lots of memories.. but just have to clear them ba.. but i haven clear my INBOX.. it is gg to be burst soon.. haha.. some msg just can't bear to delete.. however, leaving them in my HP only make me more affected.. how? i also dunno...

ok just some random numbers.. i dunno correct or not.. i didn't border counting.. just kooping numbers from others and frm my MEMORY...

46 days to PRELIM

107 days to A-LEVEL

 

NORM

haha.. nth much happen today.. haha. and i only have 10 min to blog.. before superband result.. haha.. yup.. haha.. just smth funny i did in school..

after PE, i went study room to study.. i change out of my pe shirt.. look carefully.. PE SHIRT only.. so i was wearing my uniform and pe pants.. haha. and in the end i wore that home.. haha. cool style.. haha. hmm.. after superband result, i will be back to study.. haha.. 

hmm.. just now watch tv from 8 to 11.. haha. just smth to take note.. from the tv.. everyone seems to be wearing a mask... haiz.. are we living in a world where everything seems so FAKE.. haiz... dunno.. haha.. wanted to post photo.. of a mask.. but no time to find.. ( in the end i took time to find ) hahaa.. ok some last words......

it had been one week plus le.. haha. i think ignoring u will soon become a norm.. since it is already a norm to u le... dun like the feeling.. but who cares ba.. haiz.. walk past u at least twice today.. seems like u are getting used to it le ba...

ok.. nth much le.. haha. just something happy, i got a pack of chocolate from ms lim for improving my econ.. hahaha.. yeh.. and i handed in an essay today.. and after i hand in, i realise my ans for B is totally WRONG.. damm.. haha. nvm..learn from mistake.. haha..

Econ

haha.. wanted to type this post yesterday.. but sis using com.. so i didn't la.. haha. dammm.. idiot.. haha.. hmm.. for friday, nth much happen in school ba.. hahaha..

as for saturday, quite ok lor.. i woke up late.. then went for tuition.. haha.. sian hor.. haha.. and after that i met ching ying and sandeep to eat.. haha.. cos very long never meet with them le.. so meet lor.. hahaa.. ate KFC.. haha.. then we finished dinner at ard 9+ i think.. and sandeep went home.. we walk her to take her BIKE.. yesh.. she CYCLED.. haha.. then after that, i tok to cy.. hahaha. too bad SANDEEP.. who tell u want to watch ur HINDI programme. haha. still say i never tok to u.. is u own self want to watch tv.. =(

tok to cy for ard 2 hour ba.. haha. dunno lei.. didn't seem long lei.. haha. and most of the time is me toking... either that or silence.. haha. although she also got tok la.. haha.. tok a lot of random things.. and SURPRISINGLY, i told her a lot of things.. haha.. now she noes everything.. haha..  even things i think she not suppose to noe i also tell her... haha.. not she is the one who noe most abt me.. even me "ex-best frens" also dunno.. haha. so CY, u shld be honoured.. haha.. and must help me keep the secretsss k.. haha.. hmm.. sometimes i just think of wat Zhang told me.. he told me to keep some secrets to myself only,.. cos i dunno wat my frens may just do to me.. haha.. seems like i didn't listen to him.. whahaha..

haha.. i was being random.. so posted this two poster.. but also got thing to blog abt.. GARY concert was last nite.. urgh.. suppose to go de.. haha.. i still remember.. friday nite i think, cy told me her aunt got ticks.. haha.. then got 2.. so i persuade her to go.. and she say ok. then after that, he aunt daughter want to go.. so left 1.. so she say i go lor.. haha. cos she not interested too. and then after that, her cousin - aunt daughter ' s frens also want to go.. so being a nice guy, i let the two fren go la.. if not i  go also weird.. cos i will be sitting beside cy cousin.. who i dun even noe who the hell is she.. haha.. so in the end i neh go.. URGH.. wasted.. haha..

and someone actually went for the concert. haha.. i think the concert was ok la.. haha.. too bad i never go lor.. and CY and i will confirm want to go one concert.. haha. the concert by my BROTHER.. haha. i am JK.. so my BROTHER is JJ.. haha. yesh.. so cy.. if got JJ tick i also want to go.. not forgetting if got FIR want also.. hahaha.. yeh.. pls.. hahaha..

hmm.. as for today.. nth much la.. only i just went down to study and came home lor.. haha. wooo.. i did econ today.. YESH.. ECONOMICS.. the subject which i dun like.. haiz.. i wrote essay ok..haha. surprise huh.. haha. but never mind i will try to like econ.. BUT OMG.. mid year just pass and i actually forget which line is AD and which is AS.. haha. i was asking yunyun how.. then after like few smses, then i realised that i treat the AS curve as AD.. that's y for me, if AD drop, the GPL rise.. but in actual case it is diff.. damm.. wasted my time.. but at least now i noe le.. haha..

btw, i forgot this part.. just added in.. haha. hmm.. just now is study with CY and RACH.. haha. and cy ate dinner there.. haha. she wanted to only buy student meal.. haha. so i force her buy EVM.. cos got the cup.. haha. so being kind.. she pay $4.50 and i paid the rest.. meaning i paid $2 for the cup k.. idiot.. haha.. nvm la.. cos i ate a lot of her fries and drink.. hehe.. and she now having diarrhoea.. wahaha..ok this is the photo i found.. haha. all the cup.. actually it is called GLASSES.. haha... more high class.. haha. hmm.. i have the 1st one le.. shall collect all 5.. yeh...

and now after i blog, i going to IVLE. i bet cy is going to use IVLE soon too. haha. cos tml got phy time trial.. and OMG.. i tried the package, all wrong lei.. damm.. haiz.. so later gg to read answer.. my favourite past time.. haha.. and i still dunno tomorrow got chem time trial or not. sian.. just pray dun have lor.. haha.. ok shall end here le.. haha. see you guys.. haiz.. one week gone again..

ps: thanks for sms-ing me.. although u noe that there is some problem, but i think no use for me telling u ba. by now u shld noe wat is it le.. haiz.. nvm la.. anyway, u still haven broke record.. haha. 1 week.. really just nice 1 week.. u took 1 week to realise my disappearance.. haha...

CIP

i was thinking wat to blog abt today.. then i went to ISIS.. supposedly cos i need to check MATH marks.. but seems like it is still not uploaded yet.. haha. and while i SURFF the portal, i stumbled upon.. THE REACH SECTION....

Yesh this is part of my Reach activities.. and if u look closely, for the top, it is ORIENTATION.. all OGL have their names.. no hours yet.. and is O1 only... then below was last year O2.. and i have 34hr.. finally the promised hours came after 1 year.. haha.. and the best is still at the bottom, already ENDORSED, is the SLO CIP hours.. i look and i was bloody SHOCKED.. 125 hours.. wa KAO.. shock like no one business.. haha. and to think i was still trying to find CIP to do.. haha.. but i still want to do CIP.. those marathon de.. so those with LOBANG can tell me.. so HAPPY..... wooo....

hmm.. as usual, for the past two days went school la.. DUH.. haha. took back some papers.. some good, most bad.. haiz.. shall not blog.. i think tml nite, i will then blog abt result.. cos i think by tml i will get ALL my result le.. haiz.. GG... haha.. most lectures were abt post mortem. so rather boring.. and nth le.. haha..hmm...

oh.. only few fun stuff.. for today, had PE.. haha. had joke abt russ WEIGHTLESS-NESS.. haha.. internal joke.. and as for me, I LOST WEIGHT.. haha.. few more kilo to be NORMAL.. since ppl see fat ppl as un-normal.. DAMM.. haha.. really happy.. and to think that i still eat quite a lot.. haha. cos i excercise a lot too k.. hahaa.. so quite happy la.. then PE, is F and C.. sian.. haha. i will pass NAFA in next month.. haha. scared.. but i will.. hahaha. and the new teacher.. haha. quite slack. maybe cos today 1st day.. hahaha. hope she will help us pass.. haha..

hmm. nth le la.. haha. just a random thin.. haha. another person thought that i have GF AGAIN.. haha.. cos of the post that i say the SOMEONE is diff LT from me.. haha. so joke.. haha.. even others read my blog, i think the party got read too.. just that they chose to IGNORE ba.. 3 days in school had been bad.. damm bad.. IGNORING someone who used to be close to u isn't easy.. haiz.. but no choice ba.. since they chose to ignore too... having each other is enough already....

just watch this show the new channel U show that started on wed.. woooo.. nice.. damm nice.. and someone is also watching. haha. had fun smsing and toking abt the show.. especially when i miss, i can ask wat i miss.. haha. and HUI GE is a joker.. the sister also.. haha. so funny.. but obviously that show is not a joker show. i think it contain a very very strong message... that is. whether plastic surgery is actually good for us or not.. hmm.. few lines that i like from that show

U have help the person to be Pretty, but the person is not UGLIER then before..

I NEVER HATE YOU, I JUST FORGET HOW TO LOVE YOU

omg.. i think the 2nd line is so... haha. cool.. ok.. here is the show picture.. hahaha.. tune in to it at Channel U, 10pm.. after the volleyball show at Channel 8, 9p.m.. haha. TV MARATHON

To MICHELLE                                                                                 Hey.. i noe u will read this soon.. so.. just to tell u..HANG in there k.. U can do it de.. JIA YOU.. dun give up....

To JIHAN                                                                                     Hey.. MILO.. haha.. i noe u also read my blog.. cos u tok to me.. haha. so yup.. just wish u all the best for the season ahead.. haha. even though i LOVE to get milo frm u, but best is i dun receive any k.. u shld noe wat i mean.. haha.. MUDPIE.....

ok ppl. till then..

PS: it is so weird.. my life is weird without the same ppl ard my life.. haiz.. but looks like i have to learn to adapt..

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

to breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

~ Fall For You ~

Secondhand Serenade

 

1st Day of School -- After MYE

haha.. yesh.. dammm.. today went to school.. OMG.. i think more then 90% of us are so not used to it.. haha.. and u noe wat, i only realise that we need to bring thermometer today.. haha. so i didn't bring.. nth happen.. hahaha.. and MY class only got 12 ppl today.. cos 5 went for NS check up.. so SMALL the class...

had GP for 1st period.. and due to us not doing our HW, our teacher left the class.. and after she left, we really SAT down to do our work man.. OMG.. i think 1st time.. hahaha.. and after that had ECON lecture.. listen to ANS without getting back paper.. waste time.... then had i think MATH lecture....

OMG.. i change lecture.. haha.. as in, becos last time math lecture was split in to TWO grp.. and used two diff timing, and both use LT4.. now, change to same timing and use LT4 and LT5.. and OMG.. unluckily, my class at LT4.. we are no more the smart ones.. hahaa. no la.. this time they sort by teacher i think.. but just happen all the end with "01"  are in LT5.. 101, 201, 301.. hahha.. too bad, my class got extra 1.. hahah. 211.. and that is not bad enough.. haha. we were quite sad to be not with them.. haha. cos we were always with 101.. haha.. cos last time mrs CHOONG.. haha.. and the worst is, I AM IN CENTRE BLOCK, 2nd ROW.. so u can find me there.. haha.. ya.. SO DAMMMMMMMM infront.. cannot sleep, cannot tok loudly, cannot do this and tat.. and MR PATRICK keep looking at me.. haha. cos i was right in the centre.. hahaah

the whole LT4 is FULL.. 500+ students.. omg.. so UNCOMFORTABLE.. haha.. i still like last time seating plan.. the corner seats.. haiz.. human hate CHANGES.. and becos of changes, all my daily step into LT routine changes.. haha. now i can't find for ppl ard.. cos i will have to turn.. and when i turn, another 400++++++ pairs of eyes look at me.. SIAO.. so scary.. and one thing i think it was lucky and good.. i not in SAME LT as some one le.. haiz.. maybe it is a sign hor.. haha.. maybe la.. now Math dun need to find for that person le...

hmm. after math was GP.. yesh.. again. did compre ans going through.. then we had CHEM.. haha. went through MCQ ans.. haha.. so encouraging.. WCC asked us to guess our class MCQ average.. haha. we said 17.. and he said : u guys are too optimistic.. haha. GONE LE LA CHEM.. haha. and after that was chem lect.. OMG.. when the lecturer took over WCC, wa lao. really felt like sleeping.. and there was a time i look down, i ALMOST slept.. and wcc sort of caught me.. then i look up and told him.. HAVEN SLEEP LA.. haha... then he give me the face that scare me.. haha. but after that i neh sleep le.. haha

after chem lect is... MATH TUTORIAL.. wooooo.. i think not bad lei.. she can sort of teach.. haha. and tml we have MATH again. tml is the dumb GC competition..haha. hope it will be entertaining.. hahaha.. and i ended sch at 2.35.. yesh.. so early.. went to eat with some of the class at.......... SCHOOL CANTEEN.. >.<.. haha.. ann koh use all this face in her PPT.. haha.. after eating, i slack for a while, play fu fong PSP.. then went home.. haha..

went for tuition and came home watch the 9o'clock show that i recorded.. hahaa. and now blogging.. and OMG.. i am suppose to be online doing GP hw.. haha. die.. tml then print.. cos i just help someone print some stuff.. now printer no INK le.. whahaha.. so funny

hmm.. tml is quite ok.. end ard 3.25.. so ok la.. got double GP but she not coming.. but we got work to do la.. tml 1st period get back MATH paper.. PRAY i do well.. haiz.. haha.. really pray.. haiz.. nvm.. haha.. yup. tat;s all ba.. going to do GP.. haha. then send to e-mail and print in school. haha. SO PW.. haha. and i spend time finding for picture on DEVIANT art.. haha. gg to post it here later.. got meaning de.. haha. so till then ppl...

haha. just want to thank someone.. haha. thanks for entertaining me for the past few days.. haha. to be exact past 5 days. haha. hey, i help u print things ok. haha. now u noe who are u. thanks for really entertaining me by sms-ing. haha. i was really sian these few days.. and without ur smses in school and at night, i think my HP will be so dammmmm QUIET... so thanks.. and sleep early la.. u are still online nOW.. haha... and u are a joker..i told u i go PONG PONG (bathe) u tell me.. u go PING PONG... wa kao..

The photo tat i took damm long to find at DEVIANT ART:

hmm.. meaning of this...

破了的花瓶

始終會有裂痕

Whenever a vase shatters

the cracks will always remain there

i think i meant this for FRIENDSHIP ba.. haiz.. so infer lor.. and sorry if the picture dun look like a vase.. haha. deviant art fault.. haha..

PS: Someone didn't turn up for school today. and to think that i still went up to that person's classmate to ask whether the person was in school.. haiz.. can't give it up yet ba.. haiz..

Last Day

haha.. if u dun understand this title i think u r BUANG.. yup.. last day... COS frm tml onwards, WE ARE BACK TO REALITY... haiz... really sian.. damm sian.. starting from tml we will be going back to school.. YESH... and if u haven realise, for the whole of JULY, there is no PUBLIC or SCHOOL holiday.. MEANS... we will go school everyday.. haiz.. haha...

i am now currently using Window live writer to blog.. haha.. i think it is easy to use.. HOWEVER, i can't change the fonts and the font size easily.. i noe there is a way to do it.. haha.. but i just can't get the sidebar to have the TOOLs to help me... and u noe wat, with my GREAT english, the whole post have soooooo many RED RED LINE.. showing SPELLING mistake.. DAMM.. hahaha... but i will try to get the hang of using this.. haha.. using this also remind me of the person who introduced this to me.....

haha.. listening to 987 now.. and OMG.. MUTTONS are going for a 2 week break.. haiz.. nvm.. they deserve the break since they ENTERTAINED us for the past 7 months.. hahaha.. so now is another DJ.. which is obvious not as fun as them.. haha.. but nvm.. haha.. at least i still can be entertained..

ok finally can start bloggin abt the last day... yesh.. today.. wooo.. hmm.. went with some COUNCILORS to ECP.. hahah.. we had lunch and went to ECP to blade.. haha.. those who went are Nani, Nuzie, Fazall, YiHao, Kelly, Sherman... and obviously me.. hahaha.. so yup. we started blading.. and it started raining.. haha.. so we rest in a Pavilion ( i noe how to spell cos live writer got dictionary ).. and Fazall and i started to MIMIC a conversation of a couple.. damm JOKE.. haha...

after the rain SUBSIDE.. wao.. chim english.. haha. we went to FLY KITE.. fly kite fly kite all the rest can go fly kite.. haha.. it went quite smoothly.. for 1st timer, we managed to FLY the kite.. haha. so after no more rain, we continue to blade... haha. went to a place called the PLAYGROUND.. i dunno y but they called it there.. haha.. rest there and NUZIE came to join us.. haha.. yup.. she didn't go at first.. haha.. ok. then frm the PLAYGOUND we started to BLADE all the way back to the place where we rent the blade.. haha.. and OMG.. i didn't fall the whole trip back.. was blading with nuzie till the SAME pavilion then nani accompanied me while the rest rested.. haha. cos i needed a HEADSTART.. haha.. thanks NANI.. had fun.. and i really didn't fall..

we continued to the water SKI.. haha. wooo... i didn't fall until the downslope.. haha.. and we went to the sandcastle there... rest.. and made our way back.. haha. NANI blade, which one side already broke at the PLAYGROUND finally gave way, haha. both side gone.. haha. and hence, she had to walk. haha. so i sort of ACCOMPANIED her... haha.. so fun.. cos i can actually go faster lei.. but not bad.. haha. AND.. i fell once too.. haha.. sian.. haha. so joke.. haha.. and we finally return the blade.. actually me and NANI and NUZIE dun need return.. it's our own blade.. haha.. so they were all waiting for me and nani at the shop there.. haha...

hmm.. that ended our blading experience.. haha.. i fell a total of 6 time i think... First 3 along the way to the playground there... one at the PLAYGROUND ( the loud one ).. and one at the grass patch at the downslope.. and last one is the one with nani beside me.. haha.. but overall i think i am OK k.. haha. not bad hor.. the LONG LONG part, i can actually go straight and fast k.. until i kana shock or lose momentum.. haha.. anyway, THANKS ppl for TAHAN-ING my SLOWNESS.. haha. i was all along at the back.. paisei...

and after the fun experience of blading, we went to macs to rest for a while.. then after that, we went KITE flying number 2.. haha.. this time.. the win is not on our side. SO hard to get the kite flying.. haha.. i got sian-ed.. and went to sit at the breakwater.. haha.. then the rest joined and they even fly kite there.. haha.. and the kite even FLEWW into the sea.. hahaha.. and guess wat, we saw RAINBOW.. a full semi-circle one.. i think they have the photo.. really nice.. haha.. so i chatted with nuzie and nani at the breakwater.. tok abt wat we wanted to be.. hahaha..RANDOMS.. haha.. and i think it was a nice feeling there.. i felt so relax.. not mentioning... SO SALTY..haha

after tat, we went off. haha.. went to take bus to interchange with Kelly, fazall and sherman.. nani waited for BF, while nuzie blade home.. yh went off before the MACS part.. haha.. took mrt with fazall and sherman.. but too bad, sherman went into the MRT earlier.. so the train went off.. so left me and fazall to take that train.. haha.. so rest and RUSHED home to catch show....

woo.. came home to catch SUPERBAND and also the channel 8 new 9 o'clock show.. and YESH.. to all my very very loyal reader, my tv.. haha.. yesh.. my dad bought one yesterday and it is here.. so i can watch it... haha.. SUPERBAND today is LOUSY.. i think all CMI.. haha.. haiz.. dunno who will be out.. i think the judge say SYNPATHY is lousy today.. as in they say they are the worst.. dunno.. haha.. i think really die.. haha. the girl not bad looking.. haha. and good voice.. but.. hehe.. i think as a BAND.. sorry.. hahaha. not a super band.. haha...

yeh. after the not up to standard SUPERBAND, it was channel 8 new show.. woooo.. not bad la.. it is abt volleyball.. haha.. not bad.. haha. got Christopher Lee and Joanne Peh and Jesseca Liu and Dawn Yeoh.. haha.. so not bad la the show.. just read the story outline.. haha.. hope this show will be nice.. and i just realise smth.. i can't watch tml episode.. damm.. haha. maybe i shall record.. hahaha..

hmmm.. that's it.. haha.. now blogging.. in 15 min time, the superband result will be out.. after that i think i will be online a while then off i go to sleep.. cos TML GOT SCHOOL.. and i got GP as 1st period and haiz.. i haven do the HW.. haha. dun care la.. just bluff through.. haha.. ( and OMG.. my GP teacher is online now )

ok shall end here.. with some msg.. hahahah... then till then.. damm tml confirm will get back some better... look forward cos like tat then at least lesson will be more fun.. but i dun look forward to the MARKS.. haha

TO NANI:                                                                               Thanks for accompanying me.. haha. i enjoyed every moment with u.. awww.. haha. thanks for making me happy..

To NUZIE:                                                                            hey.. thanks for blading with me when the rest are far far away.. haha.. thanks.. and i enjoyed toking to u too.. haha

To FAZALL:                                                                          hey.. stay strong.. and can tok to me if u want.. i will be there to listen.. haha.

Haiz.. today is the last day.. last day of holiday, last day that i wanted to solve things.. looks like they are not solved yet.. haiz.. lucky today in MRT, i wasn't in the same mrt.. if not i think it will be so GAN GA.. haiz...

ok tat's it ppl.. shall end here.. haha. watching superband now.. wooo... go ppl.. JIA YOU for results... haha..

BORED

OMG.. i is damm BORED.. is bored x 10 to the power of 1000000... hahahaha.... ok for the past days and even NOW, i am feeling sian, no mood... haiz... really sian-ed........ too tired over stuff.. haha.. hmm.. before i go on, SORRY to QUEK, and my darling - KEVAN... sorry that i didn't feel like gg out.. 1st is i lazy.. but the main reason is i is NO MOOD.. totally no mood.. tat's y i chose to stay at home.......

just realise i already blog abt friday.. hahaha.. hmm.. for yesterday, nth la.. slept and slept lor.. today also... haiz.. cos no mood so never go out at all.. haiz... and ya... FOR YOUR INFO, MY TV crash... hahahaha.. only hear ppl say COMPUTER hang.. but mine is TV.. wa kao.. u noe life without tv really suck.. not that there are nice shows.. but tv just keep me entertained.. haiz.. and tml, i got 3 shows to watch.. from 8 to 11... for all those who dunno, 8 - 9 is SUPERBAND.. tml is abt the genre HONGKONG old HITS... and from 9 - 10 is channel 8 NEW show.. abt VOLLEYBALL.. wooo.. not bad i think... and at 10 to 11 is channel u NEW show too.. abt plastic surgery... nice.. i like.. haha.. but... MY TV BUANG.. haiz.. so sian..... my dad now gg courts to see TV... hahaha.. even if he buy today, i think earliest will come is TUES?? haha.. so there goes my NEW SHOWS.... haiz...

hmm.. as for tml, i think i will be gg BLADING with my COUNCIL GIRLFREN.. yesh.. haha.. NANI.. wooo.. i miss hanging out with her... hope tml will be fun... but... haiz.. i noe smth or some ppl will not make my life fun... haiz... just hope everythin goes well tml.. AND PRAY that i dun FALL... haha...

for the past two days, i sms-ed someone who i NEVER expect myself to be sms-ing.. haha..it was nice sms-ing that person.. hahaha.. hope the friendship can last... hahaha... and if u all are guessing who, i doubt anyone of u will noe.. a big HINT.. the person is NOT JC2.. aww.. can see many sad face.. hahhha... and looks like this yr LTC is not as fun as last yr.. but i think the ppl there are still enjoying i suppose.. they are coming back tml.. haha.. today is Rafting and HIGH ELEMENT and also i think now they are having CAMPFIRE.. hahaha.. not bad huh, i noe a lot hor.. whahahahaha.....

( looking at my HP for entries )... haiz.... dunno wat to say le.. shall not mention anything here le... so upset that when i say wat i feel in my blog, some ppl actually felt that i am trying to blow things up... haiz.... really upset me when i hear that.... looks like some ppl are really INSENSITIVE to wat others are feelings..... Maybe what ZHANG said is really true true... i shall keep some things to myself only.. since some ppl are not bothered by what i feel too.. haiz......

yesterday nite when to find someone and tok to that person..... really felt a little better after toking to that person.. hahaha. thanks.. and anyway, i realise that in this world, a lot of ppl is having the same problems.. hahaha.. so maybe that will make everyone HAPPIER.. cos u are not alone.. at least for me, i noe who i can tok to.. THANKS......

gg to end here soon i think.. dunno wat i am gg to do now.. really sian-ed.. haiz... never mind la.. not 1st time feeling sian le... haha.. just few quotes i get from SONGS and also from me.. haha.. actually only 2.. hahaha.. ok ppl.. HAVE FUN ON YOUTH DAY 2008 tml.. haha.. and last but not least ...

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

HAIRY LAM

Lam Pei Xian

HSCS Head Prefect

HSCS / MJC Volleyballer

4E2'06 / 07S211

HAIRY

 

At Times,

The One Who Care Most

Will Be

The One To Be Hurt The Most

-Jun Kai-

Never Knew I Could Hurt Like This

-Bye Bye-

987 TOP 20

haha.. wooo.. i listening to 987.. haha.. yesh.. it is MUTTON to midnight - top 20 countdown.. haha.. and now it is currently number 2.. i noe what song is number 1 le.. BUT i like never hear before lei.. haha.. and stupid mutton just said smth DUMB.. number 2 is Fall For You Secondhand Serenade.. that is y she got number 2.. wth.. OH.. i got hear this song before.. haha. yesh.. the 1st is David COOK ( cook wat? haha. chinese rice ).. Always be my BABY.. haha.. OMG.. both song i love.. hmm.. i was thinking.. actually i like number 2.. but in the end, i like number 1 too.. hahaha.. maybe tat's y they are in TOP 2...

hmm.. if u all didn't take note, i added new ENGLISH songs.. wooo.. i love them.. 1st song is Leaving followed by your love is a lie and also RUSH and MY favourite song.. DAMAGED... following that is this week top 20 - Top 5

1st - Always be my Baby - David Cook what?

2nd - Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

3rd - Better in Time - Leona Lewis

4th - Take a Bow - Rihanna

5th - Beat it - Fall Out Boy

hmm. yup.. haha.. actually leaving, your love is a lie and Damaged is also on the chart. i think they are 6, 7 and 8.. but dunno order.. and 987 haven update their web.. haha. so i dunno.. but who cares.. nice can le.. haha.. hmm just realise smth.. they longer the name of song, the higher it get.. WHAHAHAA... ok tat's all... listen to MUSIC.. cos it allows u to forget abt stuff...

You always be a part of me

Oh darling cos You will always be my BABY

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for You

Don't say sorry if YOU don't MEAN it

BORED

haiz.. i am damm bored now.. haha.. just came up frm dinner with my sis and dad.. yeh.. sis is back after a week.. then she will be off again.. now only i at home.... SIANs.....

today, the official start of school.. haha.. quite a short day... OMG.. i love fridays... it is really dammm short.. then after GP, PHY and CHEM double lecture ( which i enjoyed ), i went to gym after sch with ZHIYONG... hahaha.. went there to run and did some training lor.. hahaha.. hope it will help me.. and help zy... wahhahaha.. hmm.. and after that i went home....

haha.. OMG.. slack at home... use com.. and slept.. cos dammmmm tired.... dunno y.. and ta-da.. woke up at 7+.. and went for dinner... and i am back here now.. SEE.. that's y i am bored.... dunno wat i am gg to do now.. but gg to use the net a while.. then when sis is back, she SHLD be using the com.... hahah....

hmm.. tml and sunday nth much la.. just some normal life... haiz... really hope smth can get my life more entertaining.. i have some plans for sunday.. AS USUAL... but everytime i got plan, i know somehow, those ppl will not be free.. so i will see how.. really hope my weekend PLUS monday youth day holiday can be ENTERTAINING and also FUN la.. haiz........ so till then.. hope it is fun so i can update here...... ( if u didn't realise, i didn't blog abt results.. cos it sucks.... )

ps: i dunno wat to say..... haiz... i think by now, i am NUMB already ba... haiz... 麻木 is wat u called it in chinese.. really dunno wat will happen.. but for all i noe, if u didn't do anything, i doubt i will....
Appreciates ur frens by telling them.. dun just think that everyone noe that u appreciate them... a simple HELLO, GOOD NITE or even HEY will make anyone's day.....

CLASS OUTING

wooooo.. just reached home not long ago.. hahaha.. yup as my title suggest... went for class outing and just reached home... hahahaha... now is 2303.. haha.. i listening to MUTTONS now.. and OMG.. tml go school.. DAMMMMMMM

the day started for me at 12+ noon?? haha.. yesh.. smart ppl.. i woke up at that TIME... wahaha.. and yup.. watch tv, slack a little.. then met up with LAM to go meet our class.. both of us skip the badminton part.. and guess wat, they book 1 court for 1 hour, they play up to 3 hour.. and use more then 1 court.. hahaa.. ok.. so lam and i met up at ard 3+.. and took bus to TAM... haha.. i wanted to go LIBRARY.. so he accompanied me.. yesh.. me gg LIBRARY.. haha.. too bad never borrow books.. all the book i wanna read are on loan.. DAMMMM.. The Oxford Murders and 21.. i want to read sia.. and also.. i wanted to find for GOLDEN COMPASS.. hahaha.. all these dun have.. dammm.. haha.. so we went off empty handed... lam also never find his books.. whaahah

then we met our class.. and slack while waiting for 5 to reach... cos we book FISH and CO at 5.. haha... so at 5, we went there and sit.. hahaha.. had some chit chat.. and then ate.. hahaha.. bought the UK fish and CHIPS.. i think our worth the $$.. haha.. compared to kelvin and kevan who bought the salmon.. hahaha.. ours are DAMMMMMM big portion.. haah.. but still hungry.. hehee.. ok.. had fun.. and finally the highlight reached after we finish eating.... hahaha.. we celebrated LAM's BIRTHDAY

wooo.. quite stupid of kevan to do smth. but in the end, the FISH and CO ppl help us celebrate and XIA SUAY him.. hahaha.. cool.. and the stupid cake.. haha. i almost kana.. i kana.. but the cake wasn't in place.. so i didn't get it in my face.. haha.. ok.. then we slack and chit chat.. then we procced for part 2.. MOVIE.. wooo.. hahaha.. we walk walk at YAMAHA for a while, before gg to CINEMA... hahah.. we watched HANCOCK.. hahah.. wooo...i was sitting beside lam and KEVAN.. haha.. we purposely de... if not kevan will be between...... that's y we went in first and sit together.. hehehe... lalala.. OK.. tok abt the movie.. hahah.. rach told me it wasn't nice.. but i think it was not bad..........

haha.. at first i think the main idea that i had was.. hmmm.. abt how.. sometimes, no matter how good u are to others, other just dun like u.. haha.. that was for HANCOCK.. hahaha.. but in the mid part of the movie, a dammm GOOOD twist SHOCKED all of us.. i think really ALL.. everyone.. haha.. cool.. i love it.. haha.. nice... haha.. and ta-da... the 2nd part of the thought i have is.... the part abt hancock and that women.. ( i am trying not to spoil market.. KELLY must learn how too ).. ok.. yupp.. was i had in mind was.. wah.. sad and touching huh..

when the women said this : when we are near each other, we will lose our powers...

the guy asked : WHY?

the women answered : it is for us to lead normally and grow old and die like normal ppl..

Aww.. so sweet rite.. but also so evil.. cos when no power, hancock is like... hmmm.. ANN COCK? haha.. from MUTTONS.. hahaha.. ya la.. that's y.. haha.. i guess the ending correct.. wooo.. arn't i smart.. i was telling LAM y he walk away.. hahaha.. see i smart.. ok.. for those who want to noe more, go watch...

hmm.. i got many movie to watch.. see how la.. as time goes by.. haha.. OH.. by the wat, yesterday i told u all that tuesday was the shortest day..... haha.. guess wat, today our class relay ( send by our vice CG himself )... told us this : 1st math tutorial with new teacher.. must do and bring correlation and regression tutorial and the tuesday 2.30 to 3.25 will be used by her for extra remedial or consultation.. WAO.. that was fast.. hahaa.. and TML school start with new timetable.. sian.. haven get to memorise.. so i dunno tml have wat.. so later then i noe.. hope tml will be great.. but i think will be boring.. cos all lecture confrim go through the test paper.. without giving us the paper back.. hahah.. like wat kevan say : bring MORE tissue cos a lot of "SHIT" will be ard in LTs.. haha.. and bring more thing to keep u entertain.. cos will have a lot of "SIANS".. hahaha...

hmm.. gg to end soon.. hahaha.. but just some words to some ppls...

hmm.. i almost forget smth.. in the afternoon.. one joker called to ask me whether i wanna go play mahjong.. hahaha.. joke huh.. i didn't go.. and the joker get OWNED... hahahaha.. cool huh.. how can that fat win.. haiz.. anyway, thanks for asking..

TO that someone,

i believe things are gg well for u le ba.. hmm.. knew things will not be bad de.. yup.. hope u are having fun ba.. enjoy the stay there.....

OK.. so tml gg school... DAMMM.. haha.. nvm.. will try to make my day fine.. PROVIDED i dun fall asleep.. hahaha... ok till then.. woooooo.. nite ppl...

BLADING

haha.. wooo now it is 0027.. OMG.. and i am so tired.. reached home less then an hour ago? haha.. bathe and i am so AWAKE noe.. but still drained.. ok tell u guys wat i did today ( although most of u noe le )

TODAY --- 02/7/08 ( NO SCHOOL DAY )
haha.. i just told ppl i am blogging so will not entertain them.. haha. so bad.. ok.. for today, i woke up at 10+.. lie until 11+.. haha.. then slack watch tv.. hehe.. then went out to meet zhang and lam.. we met to go BLADING.. haha.. sorry i made u guys wait.. if u happen to read.. saw some ppl at mrt station.. haha.. got guang hua, many ex-haisians.. and also vincent and yihao.... haha.. so after chit chatting, we went to eat at KFC.. i chose cos i was late.. wat type of logic is that.. haha

then after eating, we made our way to pasir ris park.. haha.. malina came and join us.. we went to rent blade.. i had my sis one.. hahaha. so i didn't rent.. but i KOOP the gear for free.. haha.... and we met up with yihao and vincent.. haha. so the 6 of us started our journey.. ME, LAM, ZHANG, MALINA, YIHAO, VINCENT.. haha.. malina, yh, vincent and zhang are the one who can do a little le.. me and lam is the really CMI.. hahah. so the two of us really keep losing balance.. hahaha.. then, malina got our video of us falling.. hahaha....

cut things short la.. lam and i manage to caught the hang, A little only, of it.. haha. after ard 1hour plus.. haha.. we had lots of fun.. haha.. i think dun need describe too much la.. haha. only that, LAM fell a total of 18 time at the end of it, i only fell 7... haha. and lam fall is damm funny.. we had our T-BREAK fall and also LAM's PUSH-UP fall.. hahaa. and also, even zhang malina also fell.. they were the PROs.. hahahah.. so i not tat bad k.. hahaa....

then ard 4+, we left the park.. and we decided to go ws.. i blade a little.. hahaha.. then decided to walk to ws.. FASTER.. haha.. so after that, took quite a long break at mac.. haha. then we started round 2.. me zhang and lam went to TAM... haha. the rest went off la.. haha. we walk to the park connector.. then me and zhang blade towards tam.. while LAM cycle.. haha.. OMG.. can die ah.. haha.. somemore there got a SUPER-DUPER high overhead bridge.. i had to pull my self up.. haha.using the railing.. and as for DOWNSLOPE, hehehe.. i took off la.. haha. safety k.. hahaha.. and then went to tam.. really by blading and falling.. fell an addition of dunno 2 or 3 time.. haha...

hmm.. so after that, i even had to cross a road.. haha.. by holding to lam's bike.. haha.. so scarry.. hahahaa.. oh.. then we met fu fong.. and ate.. WOOO.. after that is all WALKING on SLIPPERS.. SHIOK ah.. so shiok.. but leg pain la.. then we went to eat, look ard.. hahaa.. read BOOKS.. omg.. we stayed at PRINT ( i think ) dunno for how long.. haha. i want to read the 21 book.. the same story as the MOVIE.. and another book.. gg to see if it is available at LIBRARY.. hahaha. lazy buy.. or shld i say.. NO MONEY LA.. haha.. each book 17+ dollars lei.. haha. then after that, we went to zhang house block deck there to play cards.. went off at ard 10+ lor... haha..

really had fun today.. thanks zhang and lam.. hahaha. zhang u have been patient... haha.. i very long never excercise this much.. think got lose a little.. BUT i will gain back even faster.. WHAHAHA.. really enjoyed today.. haha. yup. thanks to yihao and vincent too.. haha. thanks for joing us.. and also MALINA... thanks.. haha. u were stil very scared whether it will be weird.. but seems like u hang out well too rite.. HOPE ALL OF U HAVE ENJOYED YOURSELF k.. hahaha.. i did.. seems like when gg out with diff frens.. really have diff type of fun.. haha. 1st time i hang out with lam, zhang and fu fong for so long.. hahah.. had fun.. hahaha. thanks.. haha.. ( i was so afraid i was gg to be left out.. cos i dun really noe them well.. except lam.. but i think i manage to click with them fast.. hahah.. THANKS k, u three made my nite so FUN -- BY LOSING CARD GAMES )

hmm.. haiyo.. so many ppl got diff comment abt ANN KOH.. some other girls all say not nice, or ok only.. haha. but to others, some say she dammm chio, damm good.. haha.. look like we will only noe when she officially take us lor.. hahah.. but i just remembered smth.. she will only take us for at most 7 week.. SHIT la.. so little.. hahaha.. ok enough of her.. haha.. hmm...

tml, wa lao.. will be a MONEY not enough day.. haha.. i think i not gg for the playing with my class at sports stadium.. but i will be gg dinner at 5, and MOVIE.. hahaha.. dinner ard 10+, movie 10.. haiyo.. no $$$$$$$$$ la.. but still will go la.. cos i want to bond with my class.. and also other reason.... haha.. will tell u all soon.. hmm so yup.. that's it for my 2nd day of holiday planning.. hahaha.. 1st day was fun.. hope tml too.. wooooooooooooo..

TO SOMEONE OUT THERE:
haha.. really shock when u sms me last nite.. then really miss the times we sms-ed.. the last time was more then weeks ago that we had such chats le... haiz.. and i was more shock when i saw ur msg today afternoon.. was super shocked.. dun noe wat to reply.. until i took my break.. haha.. cos blading and falling dun help in BRAIN thinking.. haha.. tat is beside the point... hmm.. just wanna tell u, when u sms me, i dunno to feel happy or not.. happy cos finally u get wat i feel? not happy cos i noe u really felt bad? or shld i say, u felt sad.. haiz... but hope the following para will make u happy

to me, i think, both of us were at fault.. now i think no use finding out who were more at fault or wat la.. really.. dun blame it on urself or wat.... i just hope we two can sit down and talk things out... really miss the times we had.. and i tresure it... really... i dunno wat happen, but SMTH must have happen to cause u to realise.. haiz.. i noe smth bad had happen to u.. so when u feel like telling me, u can.. can call me anytime to talk.. i will be there to tok to u.. when u said u weren't ready i was laughing.. but u can just tok to me k.... i can be ur advisor too.. haha.. but all these have to wait for us to solve our thin too la.. so i really to hope to solve it soon..... BUT before that., just tell u tat our friendship will be stronger de.. like wat kelly tell me, we will be stronger after this de.. so really hope it will make our friendship stronger k.... and as for now, I really HOPE that u will get well soon k.. u have been sick for long.. rest well k.. and get well soon.. so u can eat ur OWN chocalate cake.. haha.. stay happy... i will be there for u de.. i actually got a lot to say, but all forget le.. guess i will tok more to u when we FINALLY meet up k... hope it will be soon..... maybe if u can get wat i mean.... a holiday is ROUND the corner.. haha.. i was think to ask u... so lets see how k.. haha.... 4 days hor... so if u want can tell me k... DUN WORRY LA... we will be ok de.. although now it is really weird... but HANG in there k.. haha. wanted to type this.. but will sound damm wrong..haha.. LO** u.. haha.. but dun worry.. it is in a fren fren manner.. haha.. k.. take care huh... - BRO -

wah.. type so long.. haha. hope that lighten ur load and ur deep THOUGHTS.. haha.. feel that things are gg to change.. hope it is for the better.. i think HUMANs do need to experience things to GROW.. i think we will all grow up de la.. hahaha.. so yup.. till then.. haha.. and ya.. just want to say smth.. i think i TRUST my frens a lot.. zhang was toking to me abt it.. he was saying i shld keep some things to myself only.haha.. but i was thinking. actually, wat ever happen to me, all my close fren noe le.. and i really trust them.. so yup. hope my frens will not dissapoint me.. and i believe u guys will not.. haha.. tat's wat frens are for............

dunno how to end la.. haha.. i think got a lot of thoughts but all not ORGANISE le.. haha. so maybe i will type out when i finally can get them organise.. wahaha... anyway, just to end off, haha. i think FRIENDS are the best thing u can get in your life.... smth i koop frm my sis..

FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE

WITHOUT FRIENDS = NO LIFE

- JUN KAI ( sis ) -

WOOO

haha.. woo.. after spending ard 2 hour, i finally change the side bar of my BLOG.. haha.. hey.. dun think it is easy k.. haha.. hmm.. if u didn't realise, i added the personality test thing.. haha.. so cool.. last time i was ENFJ.. now ENFP.. haha. and all my % are near to 50%.. so meaning i am still half half.. and my E.. haiz.. always 100%.. i still think i got introvert side lei.. haha.. and below it is.. MULTIPLE INTELLIGIENCE.. haha.. i got highest for interpersonal thing.. haha.. and music.. wooo.. i tot my MATH will be highest.. haha.. seems like i got other POTENTIAL.. hehe

oh.. if u haven realise x2, i change the heading colour to WHITE.. while also, i added the previous post.. wooo.. see i so kind.. i split into 2 sub-grp.. wooo STRASTIFIED sampling.. haha.. have by month and by entries.. so u all can see my last time post.. haha.. and i did all these by KOOPING from other ppl blog.. haha. i click source and then copy and use WORD to do k.. haha.. that's y so difficult.. but NVM.. now it is done.. woooooooo...

ok.. back to blogging.. now is 0024 on the 2/7/08.. i can stay up late cos.. 1) NO MORE MID-YEAR.. 2) NO SCHOOL FOR TML and THUR.. woooooo.. ok.. i shall start frm.. hmmmmmmmm....

MID YEAR EXAM
PART 2 - FINAL PART

SATURDAY:
i think nth happen much.. i slept a lot i think........

SUNDAY:
Nth too.. haha.. studied a little of econ.. haha.. hmm.. slept a lot too

MONDAY:
wooo.. had mid-year.. DUH... but before tat, during morning assembly, we received our NEW TIMETABLE.. OMG OMG OMG OMG.. it is horribleee.. haiz.. monday still end at 5.05. WA KAO.. haha. and the rest of the days, also very late ( i went to my room to bring the timetable here ).. hmm.. tuesday actually ok.. 2.35.. but confirm will kana booked for extra lesson.. wed, end at 3.25. YESH. wed.. the supposetly CCA day.. they extend 2 period.. thurs... 4.15.. and and and.. FRIDAY.. end at 12.05.. BUT we have lesson at 2.35. WA LAO... must wait.. and is like so..... urgh.. school promote racial riot.. haha. cos we keep saying is the muslim guys fault.. but kidding la.. haha. have to really say kidding.. if not ppl sue me for racial comment.. hahaa..

yesh.. my timetable sucks.. is more then last time.. and MONDAY can even have 4 period of PHYSIC.. wa lao.. haha.. and we are gg to have LECTURE - to finish our sylabus and REVISION LECTURE - for revision la.. duh.. and that one i think got banding.. and is....... 3 period for phy and chem PER week.. haiz.. die.... haha.. but hope it will really help.. hehe.. and 1 good NEWS for my class ppl only.. haha.. MS ANN KOH is my class math teacher.. yesh.. if u dun noe, she is the CHIO-EST math teacher in school.. or even the CHIO-EST teacher in MJ.. haha.. so happy.. we got info may be her.. then the timetable wrote her name.. wahahah.. SO HAPPY.. haha. and stupid rush was saying : i think our class will all fail.. then can have EXTRA consultation.. haha.. MAYBE huh.. haha..

ok.. enough of the timetable... back to mid-year.. haha.. had math paper 2... i can say this is a RELATIVELY easy paper.. haha.. but i think my MI maybe wrong.. see if the teacher want to accept my chim ans.. from 1 ∕ [2^(n) -1 ].. .. i wrote annother conjecture.. one that is super chim.. summation ∑ 1 ∕ [2^ (n-1) ].. the ans u will get is the same.. cos i tried again and again.. haha.. BUT.. i dunno if the teacher will agree to let me use this ans.. if not the 8 marks lei.. heart pain.. haha.. but the rest i can do.. and i find smth funny.. haha.. got ppl solve the vol of the thin. as in really solve... 2 marks.. and there say 3d.p.. SO USE GC la.. wa lao.. haha... waste time.. haha.. but this paper got many many time.. hehe.. hope i do well.. oh.. lastly, THANKS MJ MATH TEACHERS.. for setting a mid-year that our batch can do.. i think the paper give many ppl hope.. hahaha. so on behalf of them.. THANKS k.. haha.. so random..

oh. afternoon got ECON.. hahhaa.. haiz.. never really study.. BUT i can do.. case study 1 and essay was quite good.. cos.. is all in e-learning.. haha. case study 2.. GONE.. haha. really nth to write.. haha.. my case study 1, can write 3 page.. those 6 and 8 mark each take 1 page.. then care study 2, add together only 2 page.. haha.. essay not bad.. for 15 marks i wrote 3 page.. HOPE all my quantity is QUALITY.. haha.... so econ ok la... 1st time i really feel like I AM WRITING ECON.. hahah. when i didn't study much.. haha

ok.. went home.. slack.. watch superband.. waste time la.. all SUCK.. haha.. and then study like 1 hour of chem.. and gave up... hahaha.. so SLEEP.. woooooo

TUESDAY
hmm.... today went school early.. haha.. actually no.. wanted to reach at 9.30.. but i 9+ then slowly wake up.. hehehe.. then went school wanting to study chem.. KEYWORD.. wanting.. then 10 reached school.. then saw rush. and i studied ard 1 hour.. then near 11 he was saying : hey 11 we go eat lunch.. haha.. and ta-da at 11.05+, we left the library.. and we went to eat western.. haha.. and............ we slack in CANTEEN.. chit chat.. soon kevan and yun yun came.. tok to them.. haha.. and WCC came and he held my head.. haiyo.. and he didn't ask y we not studying. hahaha.. and then kevan and yun yun went to study.. while rush and me continued to slack in canteen.. we slack till........ THE PAPER.. haha.. yup. so i didn't study much.. haha

the paper.. haha.. can do.. but will fail.. haha.. my reaction lor.. haha. organic killed me.. i love chem KINETIC.. wooooooo.. haha.. the rest.. gone.. that's y.. haha. and i was like shaking my head to WCC.. then he give me the face.. hahaha... idiot.. haha.. after the paper, we stayed in sch to decided whether to go movie.. then decide and i decided to go home.. so yup.. went home lor.... ahha. went for tuition and back home... hahahaha

hmm... tml ( today) and tml ( thur ) no school.. hahaha.. i shall blog in terms of today as wed.. so ltr i am gg to BLADE.. or shld i say.. learn how to blade.. haha. learning from zhang chuan accompanied by LAM who dunno how to blade too.. haha.. we gg to pasir ris park.. so near.. so happy.. hahaha.. wooooooo.. finally.. u noe wat, for the past few days, i tired blading at home.. i think i can do it le.. but still not stable.. haha.. maybe after tml can le.. woo... and thur got class outing.. hope it is fun.. hahaha....

MID YEAR is finally over... some things had been hanging for too long.. haiz.. i actually got other plans de.. but seems like things will not always goes wat i want it to be.. so NVM.. i shall carried on with my other plans.. haiz.. hope smth can make me happy within the next two day.. hahaha..

so tat's it ppl.. haha.. 0108 le.. haha.. think i not sleeping soon. haha. post exam.. after exam everything also not TIRED.. hahha.. i think this lyrics quite meaningful.. not only for relationship but also friendships......... PROMISES.......

Cause here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u

When I love u

No matter what

That's when I love you