Post 100

haha.. dammm.. i cannot resist the TEMPTATION to blog.. haiyo.. haha.. and here i am with my POST 100.. i dun think it will be a happy post.. but as wat KELLY had mentioned.. we are all blogging abt the same thing-- FRIENDSHIP.. so for today, i will blog abt smth MORE interesting.. woooooo... i bet u all noe wat is it...

MID YEAR EXAM

PART 1

haha.. just to let u noe, to cure my own temptation to blog, i have been blogging on my HP.. nope.. my handphone dun have WI-FI.. i blog and save in message DRAFT.. whahaha.. so now i am gg to open the message and EXPAND the content.. although it is rather long le.. 9 pages.. haiyo.. hahaha... anyway, midyear had started since monday.. and it had not ENDED.. DAMMM.. hahaha.. so..........

MONDAY:

GP paper.. haha.. compo i think ok la.. i did on education.. hope can pass.. compre was SUCKY.. dammmm.. haha.. so diff... and we had the exam in hall.. and dunno becos of wat, i became SICK after tat paper.. wat a way to start MYE.. by being SICK.. haha... urgh.. nvm.. went home to rest.. rest quite long.. very long time never go home so early.. haha. like really in the afternoon.. when the SUN still high up.. haha.. love that feeling.. then studied a little of chem.. watch SUPERBAND.. hahaha.. and i tried to dedicate song.. IRRITATING.. stupid msg not read out.. haha.. send twice.. 1st time i forget to put the password in front.. 2nd time correct but not read out.. URGH.. 60 cent ah.. hahaha..

TUESDAY:

haha.. CHEMISTRY.. woooooo... died again.. haiz.. but this time i felt better.. cos at least i wrote MORE stuff on my paper.. i think will do better... BUT as wat ABLE had told me after chem paper : U obviously will do better la.. if last time upon 20, u get 15, this time upon 80, u get 16.. it is still better.. BUT it is upon more marks... haha.. after i hear this, i was like.. OH YA.. DIE.... it is upon more marks.. so i think in the end no diff de la... haha..

just want to mention smth.. haha. that is to WANYEE.. haha.. dunno when will u read this.. but really want to thank you.. your message came at the right time i suppose.. hahaa.. really felt sian and sad.. but thanks.. i think u noe how i am feeling now.. THANKS.. and jia you k.. really.. i will be there to listen to wat u want to say too.. haha.. JIA YOU...

WEDNESDAY:

hmm.. ( according to my HP ).. haha.. today felt a little sad then after that a little better.. it is math paper.. went sch early to study ba.. and when i stood outside the LIBRARY, i was SIAN-ED.. haha.. from outside, wat i predicted came true..i think i understand them.. haha.. anyway, had math lor... i think this paper is ok.. but also a little tough... really la... haha.. maybe there goes my A.. haha.. see how la.. still got paper 2...studied a little of phy before i sleep.. really a little.. anyway, thanks for accompanying me by smsing while u all are MAHJONG-ING... urgh.. irritating... haha..

THURSDAY:

woo.. it is phy day.. i tell u... the paper suck suck suck suck suck... it suck to the core.. dammmmm sucky.. haiz.. and the worst thing is.. only a few paper find it hard.. and too bad.. i belong to the few ppl grp again.. wa lao.. most of the ppl find it manageable.. suck.. looks like i will really do badly.. maybe 25/80?? haiz... Went to eat with Kevan, Lam, Zhiyong, Zhang Chuan.. we went downtown...... yup.. ate at some stupid place.. fried rice for $3.80.. not nice, not full.. haiz.. hahaha.. never eat there.. it is at the place near costa sand the enterance there.. the few table and chair stall.. NOT NICE....

went home to sleep.. all the way till 6.. haha.. did i mention that i reached home by 12+.. whahaha.. then went to mug PHY all alone at elias mac.. haha.. i think wat i feel i really true ba.. when u are with him, ur HP can really be of no use... haiyo.... and while studying at MAC, i spend ard 3 hour there.. haha.. but more than 2 hour is spend FOCUSING on RADIO station.. haha. 98.7.. nice.. MUTTON.. wooooooo.. haha.. and i was really entertained by them.. within 1 min of the start of their show, i LAUGHED.. thanks.. and guess wat.. MY dedication went through.. tooo bad to those that didn't hear.. so happy... haha.. GO MUTTON.. ( and they support spain )

FRIDAY -- TODAY:

woke up realising that SPAIN won...wooo.. 3-0.. and i was like.. wao.. mutton tonight confirm tok abt that de.. haha.. anyway, had PHY paper... WA KAO.. just when u think paper 3 was SUCKY.. here comes paper 1 and 2.. whaha.. i think MCQ starting can do.. but after like 20 question, u sian le.. really sian.. question getting LONGER, u getting SLEEPIER... haha.. and soon.. u will OSCILLATE... haha.. our class term for sleeping in class.. haha. and is really la.. i until last few question, it was like.. HMM.. i think i like B.. haha.. then i like C.. hahaa.. in simple term TIKAM TIKAM.. paper 2, 1st question is like WA LAO... then kinematic save my life.. at least 8/10 i think.. haha. but after that die... E-field.. totally like leave blank.. SHM.. QUANTUM.. haiz.. haha.. told u phy i die le..............

after the horrible paper, i went to eat with LAM and ZHANG at elias mac.. haha.. sat there to tok till around 12 i think.. haha. and went home.. hahah.. bathed and came online to blog.. haiz.. someone haven reply.. want to ask smth.. but i think i noe wat the ans will be... haiz... see how it goes ba...

next week left with ECON ( dead ), math paper 2, and CHEM ( dead ) paper 1 and 2.. i really scared now. is like beside math, i think the rest i will really die.. and the BANDING.. haiz. they say after mid year, will band us into diff grp.. according to our grades.. i think all i will get last BAND.. die.. and i dun want to meet PARENTS.. URGH... how?????? haiz... GOOD LUCK man.. and good luck to everyone out there.. i think all of u are stress up by the F* up papers.. haha.. it rhymes.. haha.. i shld have taken LIT.. haha.. then now i will be in sch taking paper.. wahhaah.. so hang in there...

MOTTO :

STUDY FOR A-LEVEL

NOT MID-YEAR

joke for all of u : my mass for my STAR in phy paper was 1kg.... haha.. wat star sia.. haha.. HONEY STAR la.. hahaa..

post 99

this is my post 99 already.. haiz... i think nth to blog abt la.... just gonna write something here..

JUN KAI WAKE UP... U GOT MORE THINGS TO WORRY ABT THEN THAT..

seems like i am only the one making the effort to try to solve things.. i hurts when u noe that the others are not giving a damm to wat u are doing... a simple sms send out by me with the intention to just wish someone good luck.. and obviously it brought back no reply.. haiz... i think no hope le la... so affected by it, but i think it is me only ba.....

i am not gg to blog until the whole issue is over.. which is either by end of MYE or even best maybe once i give up ba... so till then ppl... i dun wanna blog cos i want the start of my 100 post to be HAPPY.. and not sad stuff toking abt these issue which only i am concern abt........

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE... GOOD LUCK FOR MID-YEAR EXAM.. the road out there is going to be tough.. hang in there k... we are all in these together.... remember:

WE ARE STUDYING FOR A-LEVEL. NOT MID-YEAR.

as kelly had mention in her blog.. MYE is just a push for us to start revision earlier...... so ppl, dun stress urself too much.. when u are stress think of ME.. haha.. i have mye and some stupid stuff to worry abt.. so stay HAPPY k...

Friendship

haiz.. dunno how many of my post have been toking abt this issue le... haha.. but seems like this have been weighing me down ba.. haiz.. maybe the cause of me not focusing on my revision too.. in addition to the SUBJECT i am revising now.. haha..

Chemistry + Friendship problem

= NO REVISION DONE

haha.. hmm.. lets continue... haha.. hmm.. tok abt today ba.. went sch to study.. haha.. spend some time printing stuff, marking, and SLEEPING.. wa lao.. waste time.. went ws.. study 2 chap.. and start to tok crap, DELETING MESSAGES.. haiz.. more waste time.. haha.. but i still got study.. and after i blog, i am gg to bathe and continue.. I WILL NOT FORSAKE MY STUDIES k.. haha. although MYE is gone, A-LEVEL is still there for me... haha....

yup.. tok abt the deleting message.. wooooo.. i spend ard 2 hours deleting message.. some ppl dun understand y take so long to delete.. haha.. just click MARK ALL then DELETE.. haha.. as for me, it was diff.. haha.. i READ THROUGH all the messages.. and then deleted some... i have a total of 542 messages.. ( for your info, this phone was officially used only on 6/6 nite.. till today is only 2 weeks ) that is a lot of message.. and i counted if by this rate, in 2 more week, i will reach 1000+.. and hence my hp will lag.. that is y i decided to DELETE some today... after ard 2hour of reading, toking.. and also PRESSING WRONG BUTTON SUCH THAT I HAVE TO RESTART ALL OVER AGAIN, i deleted 253 message.. and 6 more while on my walk home.. haha.. so in total i deleted 259 message... 47.8 % ( 3 s.f ) of my original inbox... haha.. and after i deleted, there were still a lot of message of THEM... haha.. i think this is an indication tat they are still impt to me... haha.. and i will not forget and give up de...........

read blogs.. obviously theirs too... i think one blog nothing much to say de ba.. cos never mention me at all de la.. in his world i think only some ppl matters ba.. haha.. lucky i am not pulled into his world totally yet.. but too bad, i am a little pulled in to it.. and maybe that's y i am affected ba... i think the character and MAYBE the person's busy schedule add to the person's ignoring... haiz.. MAYBE la.... so let's wait and see k.......... since you already found the right person for u, and i think u r not concern with the world ard u, i think we all will noe wat to do la... ( i noe i sound like someone here.. but maybe that is the reason y that someone left u ba... ) sorry

and the other blog i also read la... haha.. the other blog directly tok abt wat i am toking abt too... hmm.. i think maybe we shall all wait ba.. till then... after MYE.. by then, if i am not angry anymore, i may not be even want to care abt all these le ba... haiz.... wao.. SHOCKED at wat u type in your blog... think through k.. think.... not smsing 24/7.. hmm.. wat r u doing to the other part of urs... i think i will not care le la... is like wat u say and wat u do is diff de la... but i still noe wat u mean... yup... maybe there is still a diff between fren and bro ba.... haizz... never mind la.. if there is really this diff, i think i will noe wat to do le.. haha.. and yup, we are not toking abt smses like : hey u eat le ma? all these.. we are toking abt sms when u can feel tat someone is feeling down and u show ur concern... haiz.. I THINK this is something that all GOOD FRENS will do ba.. since u claim tat i was ur good fren.. haiz........ obviously i will not want our frenship to end.. and i noe that ur friendship is impt to me... just like how tat someone had mention that u r his IMPORTANT bro, i think u r also very impt to me ba... at times actually i feel tat we are like brothers too.. but too bad.. i didn't have that pact and have that BROTHER term with u ba.. and hence maybe that is y u r more concern with ur bro ba... haiz.. can't blame u.. but just to let u noe, i am not giving up k.. i noe it is dammm hard for me to let go two frenship.. and definetly harder for me to give up the one that involve u... i will wait ba... haiz... but rest assure that if one day u need someone, and even ur bro isn't there for u, i will still be there ba........ and good luck for TKD tml... i will be sms-ing u later ba... whether u reply or wat, i dun really care ba.. at least i did wat i feel like doing................

hmm.. just realise that someone had made delication to the person bro and sister.. haiz.. seems like the person dun need anyone but himself and bro to live on ba... at times i felt that the person was someone i can tok to, rely on... remember that sunday.. haiz.. and also times that that person showed some concern to me... the times i bastard tat person of that person BOYFREN.. haiz.. seems like all those are so fake to me now.. that person can just IGNORE me now.. haiz... totally ignore... looks like the person is REALLY OCCUPIED HUH...

i shall not tok further into it le.. make me sad only... haiz.. but to the two person out there... dun worry la.. i will not give up on the friendship ba.. cos i think it is too impt to me le... maybe wat someone told me is true.. haha.. I MAY BE THE MATURED ONE COMPARED TO THE TWO OF U.... i tot one of u were actually the matured one.. but seems like that way i see things, the way i treat ppl and the way i express myself is more matured ba.... sorry if my FRANKNESS had hurt any one of u.. but from the bottom of my heart, GOOD LUCK FOR MYE.. i believe since u two had studied so much together, u two will do well ba.........

to those reading my blog, sorry if for the past days u all have been reading my nagging.. but too bad.. my blog.. haha.. dun wan read the click the red button.. haha.. and to MALINA.. u kuku.. delicate songs while we not listening to the radio.. but someone heard and told us... THANKS A LOT MAN.. haha.. u ROCKS.. haha.. study hard.. k.. go LIT.. haha.. maybe watching DVD helps.. haha........

Friends are those who make u LAUGH

Good Friends are those who make u SMILE

Best Friends are those who make u CRY

which are u?

~JUN KAI~

ps: Best Friends are those who noe that u r down and will sms or even call to tok to u.. that call/sms will just bring some WARMTH to ur hearts...

SORRY to those frens ard me who i refuse to tell u all wat is happening.. so sorry.. not that i feel that u all are not impt in my life.. it is just that i think this issue is too big for anyone but myself and the parties to solve.. thanks for all ur concern... KELLY, SANDEEP, JIA YI and even MING RONG.....

I really hope all these will end soon.. y can't we be like last week? haiz.. 1 week so much thing change.. haiz.. sometime human just need to be more sensitive... haiz..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

59 Hours and Counting...

can't think of a better title.. so yup.. there it is.. quite CHIM.. only some ppl will understand ba.. hmm.. shall blog abt today a little then some other stuff ba.....

haha.. YESTERDAY nite, or shld i say today morning.. haha.. after i post that post.. OMG... i went to play WAHJONG... hahaha... met some SINGAPORE fren online.. as in dunno them.. except only noe they are frm singapore.. haha.. played bridge too.. OMG.. got some idiot.. dunno how to play and he keep BITTING 7 club.. is like 7... 7 means u need 7 + 6 = 13 sets to win.. siao ah.. hahah.. oh.. end up, i became the teacher and teach them how to play.. i bet they are playing now... hahaha.. and i played WAHJONG up till 4+.. urgh.. end up waking up late la... haha.. as in late in my own self wake up time...

haha.. woke up 12 pls.. then went to airport lor.. wanted to go school but change my decision.. haha.. my STUDY BUDDY.. AKA SANDEEP.. didn't join me today.. cos she was/is/and still is sick.. haha.. nvm sandeep it is ok.. and so cool can ur mum allow u to NOT study today.. so SHIOK.. hahaha... anyway, get well soon.... hahaha.. and someone came to join me to study today.. hahaha... shall not mention la... haha.. but hey.. THANKS for joining me.. if not i will be studying all alone.... sad rite... haha.. LONER.. haha.. but thanks for accompany me.. or isit the other way... wahhaha.. and JIA YOU for MYE.. although i think we noe wat will the outcome be... whahahaha.. take care and dun think so much.. can tok to me more often.. haha...

hmm.. after that, went home lor.. and woooo.. i love 98.7FM.. or shld i say i like only the nite show.. YES.. i am toking abt.. MUTTON TO MIDNIGHT.. haha.. i think the two idiots really make my day so so so so so much relax and enjoyable.. listening to them let me forget abt everything.. and just listen and LAUGH to myself.. look like idiot... haha.. and today i was accompanied by ENGLISH songs for my revision.. haha.. cool rite.. and i like some song.. gg to find from imeem and post it.. i think i am gg to add one more.. so the top will be all CHINESE songs.. and the bottom some english.. keywords is SOME.. and the songs will not be NEW songs.. hahaa..... and i may add chinese songs.. new ones.. haha.. cos heard from radio... haha...

hmm tat's all ba.. haha.. and oviously some more things to type abt stuff la... haha.. start here: haizz... as for now, it is around 59 hours le... i think i am far BEYOND disspointment.. haiz... i think it applies to BOTH here... i think i am gg to be frank le la.. if not u all will not understand... haizz... i dunno la.. i think u two are maybe a little too far ba... haiz... so much for saying i am the bestest fren.. so much for saying u will not forget.. so much for saying u will spend equal time.. haiz.. i think maybe ur definition of equal need to be more DEFINE.. spending whole day with someone and IGNORING the rest of the ppl is not equal.... next for the other one.. hmm.. i can't say much la.. cos u didn't promise me any stuff or wat.. no PACTS wat.. but i am just being dissapointed.. cos when on last week ard fri till the sunday nite, i tot that u were great.. as in u manage to manage ur time with diff ppl.. but i think someone think otherwise.. that u were neglating that person.. haiz.. and for this week on that special day tuesday at 1.55, that was the last COMMUNICATION i had with u.. haiz.. and guess wat, u ended the message with WAIT AH.. indicating that u will reply back.. yup.. thanks huh.. u created a WORLD record i think for letting someone wait for 59 hours and counting for a reply.. haiz...........................

i think no use saying so much le la.. is like i type this for so many post le.. i think u have read it le.. but still CHOOSE to have no reaction.. even when u came online, or shld i say when i come online, u CHOOSE to avoid lor.. haiz.. i just wanna let u ( 'U' indicating not just one person ) noe that i haven given up ba.. i think i am giving u a way tooo much chance already.. haiz.. to think that i am still UPSET and ANGRY will show that i am still concern and care abt U.. haiz.. so pls dun let me lose the ANGER.. cos once that is gone, i think there is no turing back................... yup.. so do take note of that... and dun give promises which u can't fuilfil... i noe when U are reading this, i think u may be saying.. haiz.. NOT AGAIN.. haiz.. y he is like.......... haiz.. i think that I am really upset ba.. i think the fault is not me.. clearly.. so do reflect before finding me ba.. dun wanna have a conflict with u.........................................

yup.. that's all ppl.. for those who dun understand the 2 para above.. dun worry... it doesn't concern u.. haha.. and now need to restart my com.. cos IMEEM cannot work.. need to search for songs lei.... till then ppl.....

DISAPPOINTED

haha.. back to blogging on the time meant for me.. 0054... wooo.... just realise it is 54... FIGHT FOR... haha.. those were the days.. ok.. this was dammmmmmm random without any planning into it.. the beauty of BLOGGING.. hahaha..

ok.. y can i blog so early.. ok 0054 to me is early.. cos my sis went off le.. haha.. she went of today morning.. hope she is surviving well there.. bet now she haven sleep.. hahaha.. ok.. hmmm now as for today.......................... NTH much.. went to airport to mug.. aiyo.. T3 so pack.. so i went T1 BK.. also bad.. so went to T2 MAC.. see time wasted.. and ta-da.. studied till 4+ 5... then sandeep came and i went for a break.. hahaha.. went to walk walk.. went to viewing mall...... hahaha.. then went back for round 2... till dinner break at 7+.... then after dinner went to T3 mac to study

haha.. fun rite.. like walk here and there.. and at T3, we saw Le ZUNG.. hahaha.. with a girl.. who he say sister.. dunno.. haha.. and then i saw MS FAU over there too... haha.. and we studied till 11.15.... haha... before tat i went to walk walk.. and went TCC.. cos got 1 meridian work there.. and if i go airport i will go find her.. say hi.. haha.. and she wanted to treat me.. haha.. but i rejected.. haha.. and i realise smth.. TCC policy is they will not chase ppl away.. OPPS.. after i write this, i think more MERIDIANS will go there study.. haha... DAMM....

haha.. hmm tat's all for today.. yeh.. i am gg to finish physical chem soon... gg to finish later.. haha.. so happy... haha.. and tml gg to try some question and also do INORGANIC chem.. haha. maybe start on organic too.. haha.. CHEM ROCKS.. ya rite.. haha.. but hey.. le zung ask me one chem question and i can do.. woooooo.. cos it is PHYSICAL CHEM.. i love PHYSICAL CHEM.. excluding chem bonding... hahaha.... Linear, Trigonal Planar, Tetrahedral, Trigonal Bipyramidal, Octahedral... wooo.. manage to think of these without refering.. hope it is correct... hahaa

ok.. back to title.. haha.. must always link back to title.. haha.. so GP.. haha.. but that is the whole point of the title mah.. ok.. hmmm... YES.. it is again.... as i have mention, it is again... the feeling.. haiz... guess it is just wat i say ba.. habit.. haiz.................. no choice.. ppl are like this.. and as for now.... it is 35 hrs already.... and it is still counting.. haiz.. guess it will not happen till at least tml nite or worst ba... haiz.. and as for the other one, haiz.. i think it is still the same ba........... i think i make it so clear le.. so now say wat also no use le..... this is wat i have the though when just now i listen to my songs... IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE.....

hmmm few things that i want to say.. this is not to anyone.. hahaha.. i think is for everyone.. haha.. heard frm radio... wooo.. lets start frm the 1st one.. i think is YES933... just now when i am gg home... i heard the DJ....

he was introducing a book.. i think it is a chinese book.. hmm.. smth like a world with only 100 ppl.. and after look ard the NET, i didn't find the book.. but i found wat he say.. it contain smth like this..... i am not gg to say all.. just saying some...

In the world of 100 people

70 ppl will be illiterate

50 maulnutrition

80 living condition will not be ideal

1 will die, 1 will give birth

1 will have University Certificate

1 will have his own Computer

the whole idea of this book is trying to show us how LUCKY each and everyone of us are... if we are still living till today, we ought to be happy.. cos 1 million ppl can't live beyond 1 week.. haiz.. so ppl.. treasure ur life, treasure those around u.. and enjoy every single day of ur life.... ( even if it is u have to spend studying ).. stay happy and everything will be fine.....

ok.. this is done... haha.. oh..by the way, jia just tok to me.. haha.. and she tagged.. actually is i help her post it up.. cos she can't and she tag on the conver with me.. and i convey it.. haha.. with some filteration... haha.. THANKS JIA... ok.. back to radio.. the next one is a joke.. i think i brought me laughter... it is 98.7 FM.. haha.. and it is some short short adver or dunno wat is it called.. haha.. just a short conver between this two ppl.. PING and PONG.... one of them started.. i forgot who.. so let me start for them.. either one la...

PING : hi pong

PONG : hi.. *wispering*

PING : pong.. y r u wispering?? i tot we were packing our camping stuff???

PONG : i dun wan to wake the SLEEPING BAG up.......

OMG.. u noe when i hear finish this.. i was like...................................................................... yup.. that was my reaction.. haha....

ok.. haha.. enough le.. haha.. oh just to say smth too.. yesterday i blog abt nani.. haha.. and guess wat, today she sms me.. telling me she dreamt of me last nite... hahah.. see i told u we two got great CHEMISTRY.. haha.. GO NANI.. dun worry abt mid year k.. u can do it girl....

i think that is the end le.. wooo.. and to kelly if u happen to read this.. BLOG MORE K.. haha.. love ur blog.. and thanks for the message to many ppl.. haha... go SPONGEBOB KELLY.. haha...

PS: hmm.. to the someone out there.. i think it is time u had made ur decision... dunno if u made the right one.. but u have said it out already.... i didn't want to tok to u.. so i didn't call or wat when i heard of ur decision.. but no matter wat, if u happen to read this and noe that it is u, i just wanna say.. think carefully.. if u thought through it, i will support u.. although both side i also shld support.. but yup.. just to let u noe, despite u not caring abt others ard u, there will still be ppl there to support u.. i am one of them.. so... JIA YOU.. can tok to me if u want k....

PS2: Frens vs Brothers...... ( Wanted to type this out for so long.. tonite finally got courage )

I Believe

urgh.. now the time is 0303... NOPE i am not awake becos i studied.. hahaha.. it is all becos of SHU HUI.. hahaha.. cos we played WAHJONG.. hahaha.. and i think got play ard 1 hour.. and i on com is to blog.. so if i haven blog, i will not off.. so here i am now blogging.. and i didn't win at all just now.. URGH... haha. nvm.. next time.......

hmm.. y blog so late.. cos just now sis using and hence i can't blog.. and guess wat, i found a new avenue to blog........ it is my HP.. wahahhaa.... wooooooooo.. i type some of my thoughts on it.. and now elaborating on them.. haha. save on my msg drafts.. haha.. this way faster and i can get all my thoughts too.. hahah.. cos i got just toooooooooooo many EMO walk home meant for EMO thoughts... whahahaha


and yup today i went out with my sis... woooooooo.. to watch this show.. a damm nice show.. KUNG FU PANDA... hahaha.. i think it is a show that maybe u may not remember or tok abt after u watch it.. unlike other shows.. BUT it is definitely a show that u must watch so tat u can relax and ENJOY and also LAUGH ur HEARTS out.. and also not forgetting.. every movie have meaning to it de........

this story i think tok most abt BELIEVING IN YOURSELF... hmm... i think it is really true lor.. some time in life we got to just believe in wat we chose.. believe in ourself... haha.. take a VERY good example... ALL JC ppl, i think we all shld just believe in ourselves... i think many of us, including me think that mid-year is gone.. DUN WORRY.. believe in yourself.. if u think u can do it, u can.. so BELIEVE.... and u shall do well...

after i watch finish with sis, we went walk walk.. went popular, went for PUMA sale at TM.. wanted to buy a nice shoe.. but didn't cos no size ba.. and the sale is crazy......... hahaha.. and yup we also went to NTUC.. where i took a magazine and read my horoscope.. after damm long since i last read it.. hahaha.. and there tok abt me having to BELIEVE in myself too... haha.. tok abt if i dun Believe in myself being good LOOKING, then no one will.. whahahha.. so funny.. and this is for all SCORPIO.. so SCORPIOSSSSS believe u are good looking k.. haha..


haha.. hmmm.. just a random thought... i wanna watch this show.. SHAOLIN GIRL.. even it is in JAP.. haha.. i watch death note all 3 in JAP too.. so this is no prob.. i think it is gg to be nice.. haha.. so i will watch.. but seems like it will have to wait after MID-YEAR.. pls the COMPANY do matters.. so till then.......



haha... and yup.. looking at my HP, there is nth to tok le.. only something that make me a little UPSET/DISSAPOINTED/ANGRY... haha.. this is wat we call mix feelings.....

haiz.. some things just never change.... NEVER...

狗改不了吃屎....

for those who understand chinese i think u all got hear this before ba.. haha.. haiz.. really la.... after one week, or less, everything seems to have be back to the norm... wat is the use if u gave a good one week, and the next moment, u revert back....... shall not elaborate much le la.. keep some of the stuff to my self la.. better..... to those who think it is refering to u, pls just think abt it and reflect PROPERLY.. really.. i think u need la.. is like no use just say say say.. but ACTIONS otherwise.. i think this is when the phrase:"ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS" means.. if ur action speak otherwise, no use toking so much k....

and yup, yesterday while i was walking home, i had a random thought.. haha.. that is --- I MISS NANI... haha. told u it is random... haha.. dunno when or whether will she ever read this.. haha.. yup, but really NANI i miss u.. u r the one TRUE good or shld i say BEST fren i ever met in MJC... really.. i think dun need to say how impt or wat u r le la.. say many many time le.. only want to tell u.. i miss u, i miss ur laughter, i miss ur nonescence ( although quite seldom) , i miss ur FIGHTS with me, i miss hanging out with u, i miss BITCHING.. all in all, i miss ur prescence... u r the one who can understand me and noe when i am really down... hahaha.. so let us meet up maybe after mid-year to tok or wat.. haha.. can tok abt MMM.. haha.. oh. just to add too.. FAZALL said he LOVE LOVE LOVE MMM O2... woo.. proud of u and me too.. whahahaha..

ok.. that's all i think.. my sis leaving for 3 days.. so yup. i think she will not read this.. but just type la.. GOOD LUCK.. haha....

and yup.. nth le.. now 0328.. woo finish within 30 min.. maybe the HP idea help to keep it short.. haha.. cos dun need think so much.. haha.. and yup now can delete the HP post and publish the COMPUTER post.. hahaha..... so see ya.. gg to sleep then MUG tml..haiz.....

CHEMISTRY

ps: i wanted to send a msg to u. but i suppose it will be too straight and too bastard of me to do so. so i didn't.... the same feeling that i wanted to send the message on 11 nite.. haiz.. see i told u it is less then 1 week................

SECRETS

haha.. wooo.. finally finish my GP time trial.. now at home.. gg to rest a while then gg to tuition.... haha.. hmm.. current feelings not really good... but hey.. wait there.. we just celebrated MARS birthday in school. was one day early.. hahaha.. but nvm better then nth rite.. haha.. dunno when will u see this mars.. haha..

Hmm.. y not feeling good?? i also dunno.. but hey.. i found out something..

I FOUND THE INTROVERT SIDE OF TAN JUN KAI

haha... yep.. i think my emo emo side really show when i walk home frm sch, frm tuition tat bus stop.. all these short but quiet walk really make me think of my life and i always get emo at it.. haha.. so cool.. love that feeling.... cos it is through all these walk that i can sort things and sort feelings out.. whahaha

hmm.. nth really much to blog abt.. but maybe just my title.. haha.. hmm.. i think nth much to say... and not directed to anyone ba.. but just want to say something..

SECRETS ARE MEANT TO BE KEPT AS SECRETS..

haha.. hope i make some sense... haha.. yup.. no like someone say my secret out.. i dunno but i really hope nope.. but ya.. just want to type this lor... and guess wat, LOOKs like some things shld be kept to MYSELF... i think some stuff tell myself is enough le.. i own self face it and own self keep the result to my self.. in this way, ppl dun need to help me tell others. and dun need worry for me hor.. haha.. maybe i shall start doin this... haiyo.. i think i really gg to be an introvert soon.....

so yup.. till the next time i blog... i got 30 min to sleep before i go bathe and get ready... BYE BYE... take care and MUG hard ppl....

PS: i think i like the pink or is it purple.. nice lei.. BUT i am not GAY

OMG

haha.. wat a title again.. and ppl.. guess wat is the time now.. NO prize for getting it right.... it is....... 0614 NOW.. yesh.. it is 06.. means it is in the morning..

i am now at joel's house.. and i finally just finish doing my notes for MACRO ECON.. went to airport to mug and after that then decided to come his house.. frm airport till now, i think it is ard 12 hours of writing econ.. hahah.. although got 2 hours went to chatting online and also toking to ppl on phone.. and also Toking to JOEL.. hahaha.....

YAWN.. gg to take a 1 hour and 15 min sleep.. cos gg to go sch at 9 for GP time trial.. and i am at his hse.. so take quite long to go there.. i cannot be late.. COS I BET WITH SHERMAN.. hahaha....

nth else le ba i think... haha.. hmm just some words for some ppl again... hahaha....

To Sherman:
Stupid boy.. ppl blog abt u must like say.. THANK YOU.. haha.. later next time dun mention u in my post le.. whahaha.. and i tell u.. LOOK AT MY TAGBOARD.. hahah.. and dun scold us for sleeping so late.. hehehehe.....

To JOEL:
haha.. wah.. i am really surprise.. cos up till now we two still wide awake.. haha.. really.. hahaha.. so shock... thanks for mugging with me.. i think ur brain is full of econ now.. mine still empty.. hahahah.. nvm. i have 1 more week then u.. and as for y i dun miss u.. COS i like almost everyday will sort of communicate with u mah.. but for that person, i got very long never tok to him.. hahaha.. so ya la.... hahaha.. ( let me blog in peace la.... u were jumping on the bed.. and u just kill the insect )

To someone:
So long since we last tok.. thanks and let not ignore or avoid each other again k... haha.. stay happy and MUG HARD.. good luck

To BLOG READERS aka AUNTIES:

For your INFOs....

I AM NOT ATTACHED

plus

I DUN LIKE ANYONE OUT THERE..

haha. so joke...

ok.. shall sleep le.. wooo.. 10 min post.. fast sia..

MATH

haha... wat a random title.. NOT becos i am mugging MATH.. hahaha.. i think it is becos this whole post will be full of math and numbers.. hahaha.. hmmm.. to start of, now is 0040 of 15/6/08

haha.. ok.. i just realise smth.. MERIDIANS are all OWLS now.. hahahaha.. i think a lot of us study till LATE or shld i say study till EARLY EARLY morning.. then sleep till close to afternoon.. haha.. yup.. haha.. just yesterday it self, got 3 JOKER.. still went online at 1+ 2 to play WAHJONG.. OMG... and after that still MUG.. hahaha.. see how CRAZY we can get....

haha.. and mugging really tires ppl.. can see tat a lot of us cannot take it already.. but i think we dun have a choice do we??? haha.. so no choice so just mug la.. the LEAST we hope for is that all the effort is paid off.. haiz.. but seems like wat i study isn't really gg in.. HOW??? haha.. imagine every hour u spend studying equals to 1 mark, I THINK WE ALL COULD HAVE PASS DUNNO HOW MANY CHEM TEST.. errr.. i mean get FULL MARKS... haha..

hmm.. as for today, nth special.. only that i did econ e-learning finally... haha.. and went tuition then go ws mug a while.. STARTED on ECON finally.. and i tell u.. the notes i do for econ, i think if i show u all, u all will be shock.. cos it is way too NEAT.. haha.. here comes the math PARTS

i used 2 hour to do 1 topic
in MACRO econ, got 4 main topic, with 4 sub parts.. EQUALS to 8 topic
and in addition to that, we have international trade..
then MICRO got three notes.. i can only find three.. if have more tell me PLS...

so in total 12 topics... WAO
and in total 12 x 2 = 24 HOURS...

i started today.. finished one.. so left 22 HOURS...
ECON suppose to be done by end of MONDAY...
Hence i need to at least finish two more topic today ( which means i will only sleep ard 4 )
then i will left with 9 topic.. 18 HOURS
and that will be tml ( SUNDAY ) see becos of the late nite.. we dun even noe now is TODAY or tml..... hopefully can finish..

haiz.. which means................. I WILL HAVE TO SKIP the CHANNEL U show.. haiz.. so sad.. REALLY sad.. DAMM SAD.. nvm la.. shall give it a miss.. hahaha.. since i never really watch.. hahaha.. but i think the ANGMO will win.. but i dun like him.. hahah.. lets see if the judges got eye..... haha

ok.. done with the short short math part.. haha.. i did this also to let me see how little time i have left.. hahaha.. so yup.. hahaha.. told u i am ORGANISED.. haha.. hmm below will be a part which i am just giving my feedbacks and thoughts.. not against anyone.. dun feel bad abt it if u feel that i am toking abt u.. if u feel that it is u, IT IS U.. cos my blog is not meant to be abstract... haha.. and for those who dun think it will concern u, can dun read on.. ALTHOUGH i noe once i type this.. all of u confirm will scroll down.. WELCOME TO AUNTIE CLUB.. haha...

hmm... to someone.. haha.. the feelings u have now is wat few months ago some other ppl have.. haizzz...... lets do this with numbers... it all started with number 1 meeting number 2.. and after that, number 3 came in.... and 2 is feeling wat u are feeling now... and soon even a number 4 came in.. and ta-da.. number 4 sometime also feel wat u are feeling.. and now... even number 3 feels that......

i think u shld noe wat i mean there... hahaa.. for those who have relatively higher IQ, u get it, SHUT UP.. dun ask me or go ask anyone.. hahaa.. and ya.. just to let u noe also.. i am not PUBLISING this to everyone out there... just a way for me to get my point across and also in a way for me to communicate with u... cos i noe u will read de... dun be angry with me.. as i am also not angry with u.. k... haha... lastly, although it may sound cheezy.. but hey.. I MISS U.. haha.. 1 week since we last met hor.. haha.. will meet up with u soon... haha.. take care.. mean while.. SMS la.. hahahaha.. STAY HAPPY.... ( dun cry huh )

haha.. that's all ppl.. a relatively ok post.. hahaha.. btw, updating everyday is also difficult.. cos need to think of title.. haiz... haha... and now is 2 min to 0100.. wooooooooo.. i am gg to study now.. and hope to sleep by 4... HOPE.. i think if cannot finish two jiu suan le.. shall not force myself.. since nth will go in if i force.. haha.. JIA YOU PPL...

SONGS

wooo.. haha.. i am updating everyday.. hahaha.. cos too bored.. and using com in the afternoon is smth that i can enjoy.. and after i blog, it is back to mugging.. haiz.....

as for yesterday, nth much happen la.. hahaha. just the same old mugging with sandeep.. haiz.. so boring.. haha.. but no choice.. hahaha looks like everyone is mugging.. haha. and guess wat, i think most MERIDIANS cannot study at home... hahahahahaha.. wooooooooo.. but yesterday nite, i cleared my table and manage to sit there for an hour to study.. in the middle of the nite.. hahahaha..

hmm. nth much le la.. hmm.. just some words for some ppl.....

To the WoodBLOCKS:
haha.. i think things are ok already rite.. haha.. hope things are running smooth for u two.. hahaha. for one of u, i think relationship is getting smoother rite.. hahaah.. for the other, STUDIES is of no problem to u de.. hahahahaha.. so yup, hope u two will hang in there.. JIA YOU k.. u two can do it de... hahahaha.. and yup... stay happy.. MUGGGGGGGGGGG

To Rachel:
WAHAHAHAHAH.. no more ur favourite songs as the first song.. ur favourite song is at song 10 and 11.. haha.. as for the meaning of the songs.. wait till i got time then i translate for u.. haha

To KELLY:
woo.. we love offline messaging.. hahaha. cos it will POP out the first thin u log in.. haha.. stay happy and HAPPY studying.. hahaha

ok.. i have updated new SONGS on the IMEEM... hahaa.. took me ard one hour to find and upload.. hahahaha.. so there u have it.. one shot 9 new SONGS for u.. and if u want to noe how the hell i got to hear these songs, TUNE in to YES933 everyday and at least u will hear one of this songs ONCE.. hahaha.. i was studying and plug in.. and i kept hearing the songs..hence decided to upload it.. and yup.. tat's all.. got to go bathe, rest then MUG.. haiz.. nth seems to be gg in...... and the songs are..............

1) Bo Le --- Yoga Lin You Jia

2) Shen Mi Jia Bin --- Yoga Lin You Jia

3) Chuan Shuo --- Yoga Lin You Jia & Jade Liu Li Yang

4) Gui Hun --- Huang Hong Sheng ( Xiao Gui )

5) Wo Jiu Shi Zhe Yang --- Jade Liu Li Yang & Tank

6) Re Niu Nai --- Ye Nai Wen ( Nui Nai )

7) Bi Jiao Mei Hao De Shi Jie --- Many Artists

8) Qian Shan Wan Shui --- Jay Chou

9) TiAmo --- Fahrenheit & Jade Liu Li Yang

Sian.. Sick

haha... a new update on the previous post too.. hahaa.. 7th SURPRISE, i deleted 1136 inbox messages on the day that my HP spoil.. it took ard 5 min plus.. and i also deleted 1300++ msg in my sent items.. hahaha.. i think it was a difficult decision to make. but looks like i did wat i felt was right.. hahaha.. hmmmmm............

ok.. today is thursday.. for tuesday, nth much.. went sch to study for 2 hr. then went out to eat with FAMILY.. and then went for tuition.. hahaha.. so sian... i think really no life.. everyday is MUG MUG MUG....

Wednesday:
went to airport in the morning.. reached there ard 11..T3 mac.. then we kana chased cos got a grp of SMALL kids came.. so being efficient MUGGER, we proceed to our 2nd favourite place.. hahaa. we being : Sandeep jia and I.. hahaha.. then mug there till 5+.. jia went off earlier.. and then sandeep and i move back to T3.. where i had dinner and mug till 10.30... haiyo.. although the time of mugging is relatively long, i didn't study a lot yesterday.. BECOS....

I WAS SICK... was having flu frm the time i step out of the house.. even till i reached home also haven ok... and yup, yesterday, my HP was quiet... although Hui Ming msg me.. cos she was at T3 too.. and some little little msgs like JOANNA REMINDING me for her thumbdrive.. besides these, NO MORE MSGs.. haiz.. especially frm those that i wanted msg frm.. maybe they dunno la... hahaha. like i told someone.. i was showing ATTITUDE.. that is y i control and didn't wanted to msg them.. haha.. but seems like the WOOD BLOCKS dun get the hint.. haiz.. haha...

i often think, must i always be the one to initiate?? must i always be the one who start a conver or msg.. hahha. that is y for yesterday i didn't msg u all.. hahaha. and my hope that a msg will come in is destroyed.. hahaha.. looks like i noe the ans very clearly.. hahaa... and this didn't help for my FLU.. AHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

but in any case, i think i did a lot la.. later gg to go WS to study till nite.. hope can finish PHY today.. haiz.. although nth goes in, but hope it help.. hahaha.. hmm.... few ppl to tok abt

THANKS SANDEEP and JIA.. hahaa.. thanks for all ur tissues... hahaha. and sorry that even when i am sick i still BASTARD u two.. actually only sandeep la.. wahahaha... anyway, gg to meet u two to study soon.. lets jia you and do well for MYE.. MBT is MOTHER..... MYE is ... hahaa.. sandeep will noe the joke.. hahahahaah.. THANKS...

To the woodblocks.. haha.. wanted to msg u all at night.. but seems like i was too sick tat i fell asleep and when i woke up at 3+, i was deciding whether to msg or not.. haha. i didn't.. anyway, yup. not angry with u all.. just dissapointed.. anyway, GOOD LUCK MUGGING.. to the aunties out there. dun try to guess who am i toking. hahaha. charlene heard that??

To that someone who i sms.. hahah.. hey.. STOP SLACKING.. haha. better start to mug for ur MYE.. although many of us wil not do well... but just try ur best.. hahaah.. find ur own motivation to do well la.. hahahaha. and abt the movie thing.. i never ask the WOODBLOCKS.. lazy.. haha. i think some other times la.. hahah. so u dun need be sorry.. hahahaah.. anyway, JIA YOU k.. hahah.. u got many other things to worry abt after MYE.. hahaha.. ur one to one tok.. hahaha.. anyway, must tell me when u get to read this.. cos i doubt u will see... hahahahaha....

and lastly to KELLY... hahaha.. woo shocked that i wrote for u?? haha.. yeh.. wanted to tell u JIA YOU too.. hahaha. cos u have been reading my blog.. so i noe u will see this.. haha. and yup.. am i those TWB who blog.. or those that u bitch abt.. whahahahaha.. anyway, i like something u put up on ur blog.. so i am gg to take it.. hahaha.. BUT WILL GIVE CREDITS to u k... thanksss.. and jia you.. GO KELLY.......

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back.

Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.

Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.

Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

-- Kelly's Blog --

Surprises

hmm.. i have not come online for i think 3 days.... URGH.. cos my sis have been using com for the last few nights... and i can't use... lucky she went out tonight.. and here i am UPDATING on my life..................... and becos i never log on, i have 50 mails to delete.. haha.. hmm.. shall continue with last FRI... and my post will have many surprises............

Friday :
wooooo... went school for phy and chem lesson... haha.. ended at 12+++.. then i went off... went home to get changed before meeting nuzie and nani to go ECP.. YESH.. it is Council Farewell.. haha.. i went back to sch at 2+ i think and off we went.. IT WAS RAINING LIKE SIAO.... lucky i got umbrella.. hahaa.. ok.. we cabbed down.. along with Yi Ning.. haha.. and once we reached the expressway, the other side was having BIG BIG SUN.. hahah..

so i think we reached the park at ard 3+? i also cannot remember.. haha.. and guess wat, the farewell suppose to start at 1.. when i reached there at 3+, i was the 5th... only solo, yunzhi, sher, joke were there.. so Nani, Nuzie, Yining and me are the TOP 10 who reached.. haha.... ok we slacked there....

and soon it started... when more ppl came.. they gave us a cake.. woooooooo.. nice cake... TOOTHPASTED cake... URGH...... irritating... haha.. and after tat i manage to SMASH my mentee the cake.. haha.. sorry LORRY.. hahahahahaa.. who tell u 1st ic for food.. haha.. and after much waiting and toking.. the 2nd part of the day started.... wooooooooooooooooooooooooo

it was cycling.. haha. we went to rent bike and cycled to some jetty and after much much much much waiting... and i also cycled up and down 3 times... a total of 6km, WE FINALLY started the games... hahaha... had so much fun playing... haha.. my NO RULE games... hahaha.. poor number 6s who got bullied by us.. especially me.. hehe... and at ard 6.15, we started to make our way back.. haha...

this is where i told nani and nuzie that i wanted to try roller blade.. hahahaha.. i tell u it is no joke.. haha.. and also the blade was KOYAK.. that's y i cant move it properly.. after much persistance and much endurance, I GAVE UP.. hahaha.. fell back so that i can take the damm thing off.. and i used back my best equipment.. haha.. BICYCLE.. haha...and when we went back it was DINNER.. wooo.. had dinner with the 5s at the break water.. where we tok, joke and also BASTARD sandeep... hahahahahah..

after dinner, where the night get darker, we proceed with the final part... it started at 8 ba... hahaha.. it was the THANK YOU speech.. haha.. as usual we all went up and tok.. hahaah.. i didn't say everything but at least i said most of the points i wanted to say.. hahaah.. yup.. THANKS NANI, MMM, CAMPFIRE and everyone in council k.....

after tat was the " THROW THE STONE INTO THE SEA" and " WATCH THE SPARKLES GROW ".. haha.. nice.. i hope wat i say really will come true.. the throwing away my " B,C,D,E,S,U " will come true.. haha.. yup, after we watch the sparkles, we gave our mentee their badges... and they gave us their gift.. hahaha.. and we got our " door gift " which shld be name as " Go home gift ".. it is nice... haha.. and finally, a real cake ba.. nice.. and the picture underneath it is nicer.. cos got my face mah.. hahahaha... GOOD JOB....haha.. yup.. i think the number 6s did a great job.. go PPL.. do us proud and continue our legacy... hahha.. and yup.. now start of all the surprises...

haiz.. first up, after the farewell end, we all abt to go off.. this is where i got back my HP from jokes bag.. haiz.. this is where i realise my HP totally spoil... haiz.. so sad.... really CMI le... all the buttons cannot presss... haiz. so i sad la.. and lucky for me, i got my the other spoilt phone with me.. so i change the SIM card lor... haiz.. and guess wat, when change to the phone hor, all the contacts got DOUBLE CONTACT.. meaning there will be 2 JUN KAI saved.. haiz.. so i started deleting the contacts all the way back......

and where was i going?? haha.. now 2nd surprise.. haha.. i was walking with Shu, Sher, Char to siglap.. cos i was gg to eat ICE-Cream.. haha.. joel was skateboarding infront.. fazall, cy and rach was behind us.. so frm ECP to SIGLAP, i was busy deleleting the double contacts..... and we reached the ice-cream stall where i bought the ice-cream.. didn't add any topping.. but i think next time i will add... woooooo.. it cost $3.10.. WAO rite.. hahaha.. but i bought it.. hahaha.. cos never spend much tat day.. so can afford.. it was worth it la.. make me happy.. haha...

after i bought, shu bought hers too.. and we sat down waiting for char to buy.. and she bought hers too.. and we sat to CHIT CHAT.. hahaha.. joel went to send sher off.. hahahaha.. and 3rd surprise... joke came back to find us.. hahaah..didn't expect him to, but he came.. hahaha.. and yup.. he insisted that we go inside sit cos we were sitting sort of at the LOBBY... hahah.. i was lying... hahahaha.. so we went inside the shop to sit while joke bought a cup to eat too.... 4th surprise came when we took PHOTO at the shop.. haiyo.. the final shot where the two girls look nice, i look so .... hahaha.. but they printed tat.... haiz.... nvm.. designed it a little then they close shop so we just pined it up.....

5th surprise.... haha.. after the shop close, i have no choise but to leave with SHU.. hahaha... yup and surprise surprise.. i walk her home.. hahahaha... cos we had a common topic to tok abt.. haha.. and send her to her house.. haha.. her AH MA joke.. she looked down and i saw her.. haha..i think like wat joke says, her ah ma must be thinking : Y another diff guy .. hahahaha.. i think they praying for one constant one... wahahaha....

and the 6th surprise is that joke came to shu hse to find me too cos he said he can take same bus as me.. hahaha.. yup.. so shock that he came.. haha... and yup.. so i left shu hse.. anyway, i didn't went in.. all along we were outside... hahaha.. tat's how her ahma look frm her room and saw.. hahahah.. FUNNY RITE.. haha.. and joke and i took 12.... yup.. and i reached home at 12+.. hahaha..

SATURDAY:
i can't remember much of this.. oh....... i went to study with sandeep at airport in the evening.. haha.. she went home earlier at ard 10.. i studied there till 11+ then went home.. haha.. nth much........

SUNDAY:
Met sandeep to study in evening at WS mac... WA LAO.. BLOODY cold there la.. hahaha.. is like..... COLDDDDDD.. haha.. and yup. i studied.. i was sad.. cos i realise my math deprove.. haiz.. need more practice.. hahahaha.. yup.. sandeep left at i dunno wat time... i think 9+.. CY came and join me.. hahaa.. and yup.. we stayed there till 11+ or was it 12.. haha... and we had to walk a passage way out of ws.. never walk before and it is SMELLY... haha... went home after that....

MONDAY:
woo.. woke up at 11+.. and ate lunch then went sch at 12+.. studied with san and jia.. haha... and yup left for tuition at 5.. had tuition and came home to slack till now... haha.. now is exactly 11...

wooo.. haiz.. i have been studying ard 5hr daily only.. compared to the rest it is damm little.. and guess wat, i have no idea wat to study.. haizz... spend whole day doing math lor... tml i think is phy ba.. but i dunno wat to study.. haiz... and all the notes are HEAVY... haiz... haha.. i really hope i can do well for this mid year.. haiz.. and guess wat, this is 3rd week.. OMG... i am so not prepared..... not even math... haiz.. really hope the remaining one week will be great......

to the two love bird.. haha.. cannot call u all this.. cos one bird not happy hor.. hahaha.. later he angry.. yup.. cool that u two study... urgh... stress me nia.. hahaha.. anyway, woo.. sms u two a lot.. hahaa.. u two joker la.. anyway, happy mugging k.. hahha.. 3 days never see u two le.. WOOO.. cos the 3 days u two are together ma.. hahaha.. 2 days or 3?? i also dunno.. haha...

wooo.. shall end here.. to everyone mugging, hope this post had LIGHTEN ur day.. dun forget to relax while u study k.. dun OVER STRESS k... haha.. and this sunday, the stupid channel u show WEI WO DU ZUN final.. haha.. at 7.30.. maybe u call can destress and watch lor.. haha.. so till i update, BYE BYE....

Back to Normal

hmm.. actually i nth to blog abt.. i think.. hhaah.. but just gg to blog la.. HMM... nth much happen since i just came back frm PRE-U Sem...........

i think up till now... we are all still having the PRE-U sem withdrawn symptom.. haha.. i think especially me.. hahaa.. i open mouth close mouth ( say this in chinese ) is all abt pre-u sem.. from deciding where to eat, can tok abt pre-u sem.. haha.. see... haiz.. i think need to give me few more weeks ba.. hahahahahaha..

hmm.. since monday, i am suppose to study.. haha.. keyword: SUPPOSE.. monday, i went to school to study.. with SANDEEP.. woooooooo.. tuesday also.. haha.. but tuesday i got lesson.. BUT i went to lesson 1 hr late.. cos i tot start at 9.. haha.. TML having lesson too.. this time cannot LATE... i will TRY... u all shld noe wat are the keywords la.. hahaha..

wed, which is yesterday, i woke up at 12+... then at 2+,3 i met up with some of the ppl, namely, Sherman, joke and charlene.. hahaha.. and we proceed to HARBOUR FRONT.. OMGGGGGG.. os far rite.. but 1st time go HARBOUR FRONT not becos of MMM or sentosa... hahaha. is becos we gg there to stay at a condo and study...the place is damm near vivo.. ard 10 min walk.... hahahaha.. reached there dunno wat time.. and SUPPOSE to study...... haha.. then soon.. we hungry.. so we WALK to vivo and eat..... haha. ate LJS.. and i heard a new phrase.. haha.. " Long Burger John Silver King " ... so cool.. cos got another grp was also deciding where to eat.. and one JOKER came up with this.......

after dinner, we went back..reached ard 10+.. watch tv... haha. charlene went home.. i still watching tv.. watch until 1+++.. haha.. then we three guys played cards... SO FUNNY.. JOEL is dammmm lousy.. hahaa.. lalala... and the two bros damm joke when they attitude each other.. so funny.. i was there LOOKING and laughing.... hahah.. and we play chit chat till 4 when the CHOIR guy went to start his concert..... hahaha.. me and sherman chatted till 6.. so funny..... i told him.. few days ago i was still thinking when was the last time we sat down and tok.. and he replied : Now we are lying down and tok... haha.. and we tok with joel inbetween.... hahahahahha.. so FUNNY.. obviously he heard nth.. he was busy doing a nice CONCERT.. OPPS

haha.. then morning woke up. went for breakfast at VIVO.. haha.. and after that went back.. SLEPT again.. until 4+ for me and i did work.. they slept till 5++.. hahaha. PIGsssssssssssssss... haha.. and after that went to have dinner at VIVO.. haha.. but in the end decided not to eat there.. so all of us went home.... yup.. that's how i spent my 1.5 days...

To Sherman:

i think finally after sooooo long we two back to normal le hor.... dunno how long i never sms u le rite... hahahaha.. hope things will goes well for the two of us... hahaah.. no more LONG LONG or EVEN SHORT SHORT fights... hahaha.. i think now u understands my actions.. so when i never do smth, u will noe wat to do too rite... hahaha.. JIA YOU MUGGING....... haha.. and dun get influence by me.. haha... i only give my opinion.. DUN BREAK ANY PACTS k.. hahaha...

To JOEL:

Hey.. will i be the 3rd one?? haha.. dunno.. haha.. anyway, thanks for the fun times and inviting me.. hahaha.. i think now i am getting pulled slowly into UR world hor..... haha.. u happy rite.. haha.. one more.. later u die.. hahaha.. anyway, sorry if at any point i made u angry.. haha.. or upset.. haha. u shld noe wat i mean la.. anyway, study hard too.. i noe CHEM SU*K.. but we will do our best k... hahahah.. and i hate BETSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.... haha...

hmm.. ok... so happy now.. i think.. but still tired.. hahaha.. and tml got lesson.. followed by council farewell.. the official day that the number 5s will say Bye.. haha.. lucky i solve these stuff before farewell.. so tml shld be can play and laugh.. BUT I DUN WANNA GET WET.. urgh....... haha..... ok shall end off with a nice photo.. of SG21 Black Jacks of Pre-U sem 2008.. see i told u i need 1 week++..

RANDOMS

Global City --- Home for all

OMG.. i think up till now, many of the SLOs still missessss their grp.. i miss mine too.. miss waking up on the moring and see them in their blazer.. miss having tea and lunch with them where the supposely GLAM place ended up with many taking up to 10 CREAM PUFF.. miss having debrief with them.. miss them calling me AH PEK while i call them BIMBO.. and miss teaching them my good pronounciation..

looks like everything have to come to an end.. haiz.. will take some time to fully forget them.. but i bet i will never la.. each of them will have a place in my heart.. i almost cried when i think abt them.. haha

ok. wanted to blog not abt this.. but i read other ppl blog so decided to blog abt pre-u sem.. haha.. and i just received an invitation to 5th council farewell.. haha..

hmm.. wanted to blog abt this..

FREEDOM

i think this applies to everyone, not in particular to anyone.. i think for frens and ever lovers, everyone need freedom.. sometimes we stick to a fren too much.. and it becomes so sian.. so sometime we need to learn to let the person go.. as it always goes : u love someone, u dun need to have the person.. it is when u noe that person is happy and u are happy that means that u really love that person.. i think this applies for everyone and everything.. hence if u think there is a need to give SPACE to ur frens, give k..

BUT... sometimes, giving too much space is also bad... u have to constantly care abt the person that matters to u.. dun treat them as if they will always be there for u k.. some times human will lose the HOLD and let go.... so care abt the person u love most k....

Next, want to blog abt this..

APPRECIATE

i think just a short one will do la.. i think we human really need to learn to appreciate others for wat they do.. sometimes we take things for granted.. hmm.. let me ask all those who went for pre-u sem.. every morning we take BUS from hostel to audi/LT.. let me ask u.. how many times did u say THANK YOU to the bus uncle???? hmm.. i think this is smth that a lot of us didn't take note of.. DUN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF OTHERS.. AND DUN TAKE EVERYONE FOR GRANTED...

Lastly, just read kelly blogs.. and i agree.. saying sorry must really come frm the heart.. but just to let anyone of u to noe, when i say sorry, i really mean it k... haha..