Rainbow...

haha.. random title.. but it just mean Happy la.. haha.. however, there were also Sad stuff.....

Hmm.. last post was till Tuesday.. and i ended with an Emo tone.. haha.. and.. for all u noe, for Wednesday and Thursday, i was SUper Super Super sad.. and emo... and smth was adding on to my emoness.. haha... and it was fianlly over on Thursday nite.. haha... and Went back school on Friday, and i felt better........

SLO CAMP

haha.. to summerise ( cos i very tired ), I feel that this camp really ROCKS.. i am telling the truth.. A camp that is Quite relax.. lots of free time, lots of "writing' to be done.. I learnt a lot and i believe i am not the only one.. just came back frm camp.. All of us were VERY VERY VERY tired.. but i think we all did great.. The trainer is PERFECT.. liked the way she do things....

I felt really "Smarter" cos of all the new things that i learn in the Workshop. Things sure as Clear the Stage, Command Tone, Larger than Life.......... All these are wat we learn.. haha.. and i feel that all these are STILL very impt to me.. i think i will be able to improve on what u guys tell me.. i will really reflect on the ways i do things.. i am ASSERTIVE... haha.. And just to complement... The Camp provided a platform for us to APPRECIATE our fellow ppl.. i think this is really cool..

"it is difficult to appreciate ppl, More difficult to tell the person face to face wat u appreciate of him.. And the hardest of all is to Appreciate YOURSELF.. "

Although this sentence may not sound logical, but i really think that we need to all noe how to Appreciate ppl.. haha.. this is wat i learn from this camp... And i really really really enjoyed and learnt a lot in this camp.. Really..... GREAT CAMP WITH GREAT PPL.. GO GRP 9. Go SLOs... haha..

yup.. so this is wat i have been gg through for pass week.. haha.. a really tough week.. with all results and also stuff that kept me like dying.. but i think now ok le la.. haha.. below is some message for ppls la.....

To Balding, Short and Fat2, really glad that u three are back to NORM again.. i am really very very happy to see this.. really.. i think it have been a tough ride for u three.. but i think things are ok already rite.. haha.. Treaseure the frenship with each other k.. haha....

To Short.. ya la.. thank you for all the times that u have spend with me.. haha.. and ya.. as i am typing this, u r waiting for me to call u so can tok on phone.. haha....

To Yh, hey.. dun worry k.. i neh forget u la.. i think we two ok le rite.. only cos i felt fustrated for the past few days.. and hence resulting in me IGNORING u.. sorry.. i hope things are ok now.. haha..

To Someone.. Hey sorry.. i am really sorry that for these past few days, i am so Irritating and Such an idiot.. really sorry.. i dun mean it.. i think i may have hurt u.. so sorry.. and i can see that u also have ur things to settle.. hope u can finish ur stuff k.. Work hard and study Hard k....

Shall end off here.. so sorry if this post is not really nice.. cos i am very tired.. haha.. but hope u have enjoyed reading it k... haha... and just to let u all noe, i am rethinking abt Chinese again... shld take or not..

PS: i think things are picking up already.. hope for the best k...

Frustrated

hmmm.. Today is Monday.. and now is tuesday.. Guess y?? COS.. pass midnight le.. Oh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR WONG.. haha.. i just sms u.. haha...

Just reach home.. shall blog abt yesterday before toking abt today k?.. u all got no choice.. haha.. lalala.... Oh.. yesterday.. haha.. GOT S-POP sia.. haha.. in the afternoon went out with Fat and Short again.. went to Ikea and Giant.. haha.. really enjoyed gg out with this two JOKER.. haha.. and yup.. went home to sleep.. and my dad WOKE me up.. but good.. Cos i got to watch S-pop.. I totally forgot abt it.. but watch a while then sian le...

and at ard 9++++++.. y so many plus.. cos i was waiting for my parents.. and they contributed to the many plus.. haha.. yup.. i left HOUSE.. OMG.. no la.. haha.. just decided to go Short house and stay.. haha.. so yup.. i went there la.. ard 10+ reach.. haha.. so yup.. haha.. went there.. use his com.. watch Tv.. Chat here and there.. haha.. WASTE time.. haha... we suppose to do hw.. haha... keyword: SUPPOSE

and Fat Suppose to go also.. but he wasn't in good mood.. so yup.. didn't go.. if not we got more things to tok.. haha.. ( Hey. digress.. i got tempted and went to ISIS to see my chem result.. haiz.. Expected.. still fail... haiz..... Y like tat...... and the fail is bad.. hope is not the final grades... Hope la.. Fat Hope... ) ok.. now after being a little sad over my chem... haha.. hmmm.. ya.. so Fat neh join us.. so we two lonely la...

we went to rest at ard 2.30.. after we tok finish on net with ppl.. then chat till ard 3.. and we slept.. 3 hr ltr then woke up lor.. SHORT is so hard to wake him.. haha.. haiyo.. CMI.. haha.. but we were early i think.. hahaa.. hmmm... went sch did the morning ass.. Sorry SHORT.. i noe u kana from Wong.. So sorry.. hope ltr will be better k.. haha...

after morning ass.. did some invest rehearsal.. went to eat, tok to mentee.. then ECON lecture.. haha.. i think ms sarah yee Caught me not paying attention.. i was drawing.. then she came, i cover, then i think she saw.. but i point to my paper.. and show to her i got copy.. but deep inside i think she noe below my paper, got another paper.. hahaa..

But i tell u.. SHE CAN REALLY REALLY TEACH.. she is the 1st teacher that teach ECON and i love it.. haha.. really.. i can understand.. haha.. and the jokes are GREAT.. haha.. this is wat i call a TEACHER.. hmm.. and econ ended at 12.05.... went back council room, sit here and there.. and decided to go Ws.. with nani, Shu, Short.. ate there.. i drink only.. then met with Malina.. and we came back.....

Some had CTC brieifng. while malina and i were bored.. we played drum,tok.. haha.. and after that the rest came back.. and we tok until tired.. and started to sleep.. haha.. haven even sleep, one FAT GIRL came and wake me for her meeting.. Soccer cheering.. OPPS.. haha.. i neh say who huh.. haha.. the meeting only 10 min plus, with 5 min watch Step up.. haha.. joke.. haha.. and after that, meet ms ng. and then meet vincent.. and ta-da.. BRIEFING START....

haha.. ms tan spoke, mr hon spoke.. i think hon speech really nice.. really.. make not only the nominee but us to think also.. Good job... vincent spoke.. and lastly, shu spoke.. haha.. then i spoke to councillors.....haha.. ppl sorry if i sounded too fierce k.. really sorry.. but i think sometime have to be firm.. hope u all can understand...

i noe some of u not happy with some ppl.. as in the presentor.. but i think everyone deseve the right to learn la.. he need to learn.. we are all helping him to learn.. i noe what u all feel.. cos i felt the same way.. ( Yes marcus, i felt the same as u all ).. so yup. i noe not really appropriate for me to tell u all off.. but i think even though i said he is naggy, we shld still listen to him.. k? haha.. Give everyone a chance.. i will really tok to him de.. haha..

hmm.. today can say is emo day.. went to Ws and had dinner.. then after that, i sat there to do hw.. alone la.. do until 11 then went home.. i am really begaining to be scared of smth.... Smth that i dun want it to happen.. haha.. and i realise smth.. the PS got use k.. haha.. ppl will read de.. HOR CHING YING.. haha... so nth left for me to say le.. TML school will Start all over again.. haiz.... i need to rest well. haiz.. got time meh.. now gg to 1 le.. haiz..

PS: Really got a bad feeling.. haiz.. dun feel like before anymore.

Fat and Short

Start a little on yesterday first.. as in Friday.. cos now is 0153 on Sunday.. so if i say yesterday ltr u all blur.. so yup, i mean Friday.. ya.. Good friday.. I DID NTH.. SLEPT a lot.. didn't go out at all.. haha.. Ok tat's all for GOOD FRIDAY...

Today.. hmm woke up at 11+ i think.. haha.. then watch tv, waste time then Went for tuition.. wooooo.. and after tuition met up with Two ppl.. tat's y my tittle is FAT AND SHORT.. haha.. met with this two....

Went to meet them then went to eat la.. Honestly, the Curse of 3 PPL go out HAPPEN AGAIN.. and as usual dunno y, i was the one being left out.. haiz.. really la.. at that moment, i was very angry.. can say dissapointed.. haha.. but luckily, not tat bad la.. cos i managed to tok to them so Make myself not so left out.. Haiz.. and i sms Joanna to tell her tat her Perspective is Right.. haha...

After makaning, i think everythin went back to ok le la.. Didn't really feel left out.. only at some Parts la.. cos cannot blame mah.. 3 ppl, confirm will 1 kana.. and the FAT lucky la.. we two were fighting to get him to either side.. but sometime me and SHORT will also gang up.. so still ok la.. Didn't really feel left out...

Wanted to buy water bottle with SHORT.. as in buy the same one as him la.. but diff colours.. but there's limited colour.. then a while later, SHORT saw the green one and HE BOUGHT IT.. ARGH.. i want it too.. but neh mind la.. since he like green so much plus he saw first.. so i let him get it lor.. and i dun want buy same same la.. haha.. MUST BE ORIGINAL LA.. haha.. ( Kelly u will love this line.. RANDOM )

Yup.. then the three guys walk ard here and there.. shop here and there.. went to 3 Same Shop Twice.. cos cannot decide... and we didn't buy anything.. haha.. Window SHOP mah.. haha.. only SHORT bought the green bottle lor.. haha.. and we saw CHARLENE with her family on our way.. haha.. and i shouted " A.. A " OMG.. didn't see the parents.. so MALU.. haha...

Oh.. did i mention that we went to Marina, and Suntec to shop... most of the time at Suntec.. haha.. only ate at Marina la.. haha.. and after that we walk back to take Train.. OH. i remember smth FUNNY.. we went toliet.. and i came out with FAT.. me being the last.. and i saw a girl.. Not bad.. Quite pretty... haha.. and she walk straight pass me.. STRAIGHT.. hmm.. nth wrong.. GOT SOMETHING WRONG.. cos if she wanted to use female toliet, she shld have turn in front of me... BUT.............................

As u all have guess, she went into the guys toliet.. and her MUM followed.. and i told FAT to look.. and we saw the GIRL SHOCK face when she saw the urinal... so funny.. hahah.. and ya la.. THE GIRL is really PRETTY.. haha.. SO FUNNY... haha..

and yup, as the three lonely boy walk towards MRT, they felt thristy.. so went to buy drink.. and they SAT at some fountain at the shopping mall coming up of City Hall MRT and chit chatted.. haha.. so FUNNY.. haha.. but just to let the Two others noe, I really enjoyed chatting with u two k.. haha.. knew many things.. haha.. Lets all not be EMO.. or Retarted.. haha.. emo retarted.. haha...

haha.. and we three went off at 11+ from there.. hahaha.. so cool rite... went out so late.. and maybe tml gg out with the two.. see 1st la.. haha... and if u cannot guess who are the TWO, they are..............................

FAT ---- CHONG HAO YAN

SHORT ---- SHERMAN WEE

yup.. these are the two who went out with me.. really la.. at 1st i was thinking did i make the right choice to meet u two.. cos i was like extra.. but after that ok le la.. especially the part where we sat and tok.. haha...

To FAT, dun worry.. i feel the same.. haha.. Jia You.. shall not say much here.. haha.. HEY.. tok to me la.. haha.. if u feel like it k.. and GOOD LUCK FOR BLOCK TEST.. haha. ALTHOUGH i need it more.. wahahaha...

To SHORT, haha.. sorry if i made u angry.. haha.. k.. as i have promise.. i will try not to make u angry.. haha.. 3 days neh pinch u lei.. hahah.. see i so good.. and poor FAT had to take over the kana pinch de.. whaha.. ok la.. i will TRY not to pinch u two that much k.. haha.. and to SHORT, really glad that we two can tok and share so much.. haha.. the thing is, we DO AND ALWAYS QUARREL.. haha.. FAT saw us quarrel today.. but i guess things are ok now le.. haha.. maybe this is how we keep this friendship going.. haha.. TAKE CARE.. and u dun really need the luck la.. haha.. OK LA.. give u some.. for MATH since u only scared of this k.. haha..

hmm.. now is 0218... so late le.. hmm.. shall sign off here.. had a great day i think.. not bad la.. Hope can be happy everyday.. be it for me or for others k.. hahah.. JIA YOU PPL..

Ps: nth much to say.. only tat, sometimes i dunno wat to do... To give up or to carry on... i guess let time do the thinking for me......

GOOD FRIDAY

Yup.. today is GOOD Friday... woooooo.. now is 1502.. in the afternoon.. so cool.. didn't do much today yet.. COS I WOKE UP AT 11+.. hahhaa..

hmm.. yesterday.. NO PAPER.. cos MBT ended for me already.. but went to school.. FOR MORNING ASS.. cos must support mah.. my best two MATES in-charge.. whaha.. SANDEEP AND SHERMAN lei.. also cos after that got thing for me to do.. whahaha...

so after MORNING ASS, tok ard before gg COUNCIL ROOM.. ya.. if i haven mention, i didn't bring any BAG to school... SO COOL.. haha.. yup.. anyway, after tat, use sherman com to do some stuff.. before i get so bored... that i start to seach for DEATH NOTE MOVIE all these.. haha.. so sian one rite.. whahaa.. ya.. where are the rest.. hmmmm.. Some went for BIO, some watching movie in LIBRARY.. some went to tok tok.. so left me...

BUT luckily, KELLY came in.. haha.. and we tok tok.. haha.. she NEH TELL ME THINGS.. KELLY.. u got 2 things to choose to tell me de lei.. ARGH.. at least must say one k.. hahaha.. enjoyed chatting with u.. still remember tat time i tok to u and JO in WS library.. maybe some day we shall do it again.. wahahah... yup.. and JO also came in.. as since they wanted to use the com ( Sherman's LAPTOP ), i lend it to them.....

I went to library to find those watching movie.. haha... was watching BIG MAMA.. haha.. not bad la.. can really laugh...haha.. and ya.. Actually wanted to go eat with some ppl.. but too bad. they left without me, kelly and Jo.. so we didn't eat... and watch half way movie, dunno thes rest all left.. only leave me and sherman.. so we just watch lor.. whahaha....

and after that i got COMM meeting.. so sorry if i have to scold u all.. haiz.. but i think u guys understand rite.. the Sort of stress that the TAs are giving.. PLUS they like gg to take over all the MEETING SOON.. i think we have to really BUCK up k...

hmmm.. oh ya.. after comm meeting is council meeting.. to think that VINCENT and i think of wat agenda to tok, the TAs just tell us that this meeting is the TA want one.. not for us... ARGh.. irritating.. haiz.. and it ended late... as in everyone didn't noe wat is happening.. luckily got some invest things to keep us occupied....

and... after tat, went to watch soccer match with nani.. cos she was feeling DOWN.. and i came up with an idea for invest invitation.. haha.. nice idea k.. haha.. yup, MJC vs Gaylang.. WE WON.. nice goal that we saw.. haha.. anyway, really nice to see councillors come and watch.. cos we really go crazy over the match.. and SOCCER CHEERING START NEXT WEEK.. haha

and after tat went to watch movie.. me, sherman, shuhui, malina, hy and cy went.. with cy bro.. haha.. and we watch STEP up 2.. haha.. cannot get seats togehter.. so some ppl had to sit together.. lucky being the BRAVE me, i ask if we can change seats with some starnger.. and hence some of us can sit togehter.. hahaha....

the show not bad la.. the last dance in the rain was really COOl.. haha.. and malina and shu SO NOISY.. they excited over the dancer.. haha.. the movie ended at 11.30.. went with MALINA to WS mac.. to meet hactor.. and saw sidney and cristabel.. dunno how to spell la.. haha.. and we walk to PASIR RIS PARK.. cos my class BBQ is on....

went there.. and stayed a while there.. haha.. and went home with MY CLASS PPL.. haha.. while some of them are staying overnight there.. haha.. reached home 1+.. and bathe and slept ard 2... wooooo

haha.. yup this is wat i did yesterday.. so much rite.. haha.. cool.. ltr maybe gg out to eat dinner and chit chat.. hahaa... see how ba.. so bored....... and i realised many ppl add some PS at the bottom of their blog.. i shall do so for today.. haha.. happy guessing.. DUN ANYHOW GUESS LA... for your info.. 40 days to invest........


PS: as time goes by, i think it is fading off.. soon it will be gone... how? i also dunno... but really hope that something can keep me going............

END OF MARCH BLOCK TEST

Wooooooo... As my nic suggest.. MBT is over.. woooooooooooooooo... ok.. shall blog abt it a little only.. JUST A LITTLE k.. i promise.. haha..

Firstly, last week, we had GP.. haiz.. ok ba.. i hope can do well for COMPO.. as for COMPRE.. hehe...... next is Two days ago, it was Econ and Physic... haha.. ECONs.. haiz.. thanks sandeep for helping me one day before the exam.. haiz.. hope can pass la.. really hope.. Physic.. i dunno y, but i felt that the paper was not good.. maybe cos i neh study a lot.. WHO CARES.. hahaha

and tuesday, i got no paper.. went to study at T3 mac.. there is really a small meridian.. we went there at 10+ and there already got 5 meridians there.. and soon.. altogether got 15 meridians.. not counting others who are studying at some other place in AIRPORT TOO.. whahaa... yup.. didn't do much.. and went home to use com then sleep.. ARGH.. hahha

and TA-DA.. Math and CHEM paper today.. URGH.. i tell u, HONESTLY, this MATH paper is really TOUGH.. REALLY... haiz.. dunno my A still there.. or even worst.. can i even get a C this time? dunno la.. see how lor.. Pray la... haha.. AND CHEM.. haha.. this one worst.. everythin that i study FORGET.. so.. dun need say much la... hope can pass.. but it is FAT HOPE la.. haha.. 30 marks at least please.......

OK.. tat is enough for MBT.. dun need tok abt it until next week when we get back.. haha.. that one die.. and today after MBT, we slack and then we went to WS KFC.. haha.. went with Sherman, Haoyan, chingYing, Sandeep, Jia and ME... woooo.. Tok a lot there.. ALL sort of RUBBISH.. haha.. so cool.. and we tok until VB ppl came.. haha.. then we left to tok in mac.. without buying thing frm there.. and so angry.. MY FAVOURITE SIT is empty today.. but too bad i dun need it to study.. haha.. tok until 9+ then we went home... haha...

Sherman walk with me 1/2 way... to the 15 bus stop so he can take.. tok to him lor.. haha.. told him stuff.. haha.. miss toking to him.. HOR.. haha.. very long i neh tok to u without pinching u.. hey.. AH BOY AH.. haha.. sorry la.. keep pinching u.. but this is how we entertain and keep close to each other k.. haha.. sorry if smth u really angry.. but hope we will not fall out with each other.. especially after that magic day.. K...

Hmm.. to all those who are sad abt MBT, dun worry la.. u are not alone.. WAHAHAHHAHAHA.. k.. just dun think much.. and lets use it as a MOTIVATION for Mid year and PRELIM and most imptly, A LEVEL.. k.. Sandeep, JIA, and CY.. u three especially.. dun sad over result k.. although haven get.. just tell u all 1st.. and SANDEEP AND JIA..we shall continue to go study together k.. haha

To Kelly... dunno whether u will read this.. haha.. HI my Mentoring partner.. whaha.. hey.. glad to see that u are coming back to council... haha.. hope that with me as the mentor partner, i can influence u to come back.. k... 1 more month nia.. JIA YOU k.. and GO our mentee. haha.. Samuel, Loretta, Sharon and Ke Hui.. haha.. i doubt they will see.. haha..

And yup.. nth much to say le.. tml maybe gg watch movie.. see how 1st ba.. haha... k le.. ppl rest well.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Study Study Study

haha.. nth much happen since i last blog.. only, I HAVE BEEN STUDYING.. i think... haiz.. nth seems to go in... haiyo.. die le la.. MBT is in 2 days time.. i am so so so so unprepeared.. haiz.. lets pray for the best.. nvm le la...

enjoyed studying with diff ppl at diff place.. airport, School canteen, Council room and WS mac... so many places.. and i think if ms lai go airport or any mac, she ought to be PROUD of herself... we can even form a MERIDIAN village in airport mac.. and FYI, that was T3 mac.. the one tat many ppl dun go. cos they cannot FIND.. whahahaha

sorry to those who studied with me and didn't get things in to their brain.. so sorry... and i think studying with JIA YI is cool.. i didn't sleep as much.. wooo.. haha.. ltr at ard 12+, gg to school to mug.. then got tuition then go back school mug after tuition.. haiz.. today need to be a little more focus.. gg to start on phy... haizzzzz... I NEED TO PASS

and jia yi told me smth.. that is.. Mr vincent ng told AUNTIE ( Timothy ) to forget abt his A for math.. argh.. Auntie math is damm good and H3 somemore lei.. if he can forget abt A i think mine also flying away le.. haiz.... i really want that A cos MATH is my only strength.. if i even lose this, i dunno wat will happpen to my A-level Cert....

haha.. many things actually happen while we study.. some ppl got closer, some got further.. haha.. things get confusing and complicating... haha.. hope everyone is not too stress.. k.. JIA YOU PPL.. good luck for MBT

and i updated 3 new song on my blog... they are... 杨宗纬 - 洋葱, 林宥嘉-背影, 杨宗纬 - 鸽子.. for ppl who noe, this 3 songs are really nice.. enjoy k.... the lyrics are below...

杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我

片刻的降临

如果你能听到

心碎的声音

沉默的守护著你

沉默的等奇迹

沉默的让自己

像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著

今晚多开心

最角落里的我

笑得多合群

盘底的洋葱像我

永远是调味品

偷偷的看著你

偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现 你会讶异

你是我 最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸 你会流泪

只要你能 听到我

看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们

暧昧的空气

我和我的绝望

装得很风趣

我就样一颗洋葱

永远是配角戏

多希望能与你有一秒

专属的剧情 试听下载

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现 你会讶异

你是我 最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸 你会流泪

只要你能 听到我

看到我的全心全意

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现 你会讶异

你是我 最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸 你会流泪

只要你能 听到我

看到我的全心全意

你会鼻酸 你会流泪

只要你能 听到我

看到我的全心全意

林宥嘉-背影

三公分阳光三公分空气

堵在眼前像一面玻璃

挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印

He……

一直向前走走不完距离

一直向后退不出回忆

很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气

变成了风才能和我相遇

你的目光蒸发成云

再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛

所以才能拥抱你的背影

有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影

所以才能变成你的背影

躲在安静角落不用你回头看

不用珍惜

试听下载

我怀里所有温暖的空气

变成风也不敢和你相遇

我的心事蒸发成云

再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛

所以才能拥抱你的背影

有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影

所以才能变成你的背影

躲在安静角落不用你回头看

不用珍惜

感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影

所以才能变成你的背影躲

在安静角落如果你回头看

不用在意

杨宗纬 - 鸽子

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子

确定方向不会迷失

跟著快乐满足

一起寻找幸福的地址

我们是永远充满爱的鸽子

迎著风张开双翅

保持优美的滑翔姿势

Forever就是我们的坚持

有一种感动 她的名字叫念旧

就算衬衫有点皱 球鞋有点破

就算乡音有点难懂 我却是情有独钟

尤其是这一路陪伴的老朋友

放下沈重的包袱 心灵从此解脱

换上夹脚拖鞋 双脚重获自由

最难过的难过 我也已经度过

不要忘记 我们曾想要飞翔的梦

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子

确定方向不会迷失

跟著快乐满足

一起寻找幸福的地址

我们是永远充满爱的鸽子

迎著风张开双翅

保持优美的滑翔姿势

Forever就是我们的坚持

有一种感动 她的名字叫念旧

就算衬衫有点皱 球鞋有点破

就算乡音有点难懂 我却是情有独钟

尤其是这一路陪伴的老朋友

放下沈重的包袱 心灵从此解脱

换上夹脚拖鞋 双脚重获自由

最难过的难过 我也已经度过

不要忘记 我们曾想要飞翔的梦

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子

确定方向不会迷失

跟著快乐满足

一起寻找幸福的地址

我们是永远充满爱的鸽子

迎著风张开双翅

保持优美的滑翔姿势

Forever就是我们的坚持

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子

确定方向不会迷失

跟著快乐满足一起寻找幸福的地址

我们是永远充满爱的鸽子

迎著风张开双翅

保持优美的滑翔姿势

Forever就是我们的坚持

Forever就是我们的坚持

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密

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haha.. today went to school in morning for phy lesson.. after that, did powerpoint slides for thursday.. use the whole afternoon to do.. HENCE, i haven start any revision.. die.. haiz.....

and. yup, read joanna's blog and i actually i dun believe wat she wrote.. until today.. i actaully felt the same thin.. going out in odd number is really a horible feeling.... i went out in 5 today.. 2 of them are close brothers... while the other two are super super close sister... and ta-da.. i was alone... dun blame them... really.. but haiz.. really very sad... for myself la... and the whole time they left me alone, it was really time for me to be EMO.. really EMO.. super EMO...

i think for these pass weeks.. i am easily affected.. my mood.. once i am alone for a while, the next few moment, i think i will be EMO.. and after that, i will be super quiet... haiz... tat's me.. plus the Weather.. it adds on to the EMO-ing mood... haha..

hmm.. tml gg school.. and this is really stupid.. THE TAs want to meet at 7 in the morning.. haiz.. even normal school day we dun even need to go at 7 la.. haiz.. to think they say " u think TA very free ah? have to wait for u whole day".. haiz.. have they ever think in our position too??? we dun need to study ah? we dun need to sleep ah? on top of that, we also need to HAND IN THEIR proposal IN TIME.. if not kana scold.. haiz... SO RESONABLE... haiz.. really angry with them la.. dun care if they read or not.. i m still going to post this.. IS MY BLOG... if u want to complain, SET ur own blog lor.....

and after that, gg to have chem lesson.. hope it help.. and hope it can set as the start of all my revision.. haiz... so much for doin so many things.. and wat will happen next is.. i fail BADLY for my MBT.. and ta-da.. who will SYMPATHIZE me? who will come and console me? DEFINETLY not the TAs.. maybe 1 or 2.. but not those who made me flunk...

haiz.. if u happen to see my blog... dun worry.. i m not hinting to u to LET ME GO OFF MY JOB SCOPE.. cos i noe i will not want that.. i think the only thin i need help is just for SOME PPL to understand US more.. haiz.. not only me but US... haiz.. but i will really want to finish my event and make it a successful one..

ok end le... now gg bathe.. then come back use com.. edit ppt cos confirm they got 1 page +++ comment de.. haiz.. then after that, by the time i finish it will be at least 1 a.m.. so sleep less then 5 hr, and wake up to meet them.. LIKE THIS HOW TO HAVE ENERGY TO STUDY.. haiz.. see how la...

GOOD LUCK JUN KAI.. JIA YOU EVERYONE..

Holiday...

yesh.. today is holiday.. ya.. start of march holiday.. wooooo.. for those in JC.. i think u guys must be saying. U SIAO AH.. start of holiday.. means MBT is coming.. MBT = Ma Bao Tan... whahaha.. no la.. MARCH BLOCK TEST... whahaha.. actually today already had one test.. which is GP Block test.. haha.. finally it's over.. dun wan think so much.. wait for result ba...

Hmm.. once again.. i want to thank those who ask me whether i am ok le or not.. thanks yun yun and mich too.. haha.. u two got read my blog.. so let u two realise that, i am really very touched.. and dun worry abt me.. EVERYONE dun worry.. cos u guys can see, i am still laughing.. means i am ok de.. haha.. dun worry..

AND TO OFICIALLY ANNOUNCE... i am retaking chinese.. i think to some of u, u all will say " SIAO AH.. waste time nia.." actually i dunno whether will i be wasting time.. but all i feel is tat, i shld give myself this chance.... even if i get back a B.. or even still a merit for ORAL.. i think i can at least tell myself.. I HAVE TRIED MY BEST.. i gave myself a 2nd chance.. by then, then i think i can conclude that my standard is really a B.. wahhaa... as for now, i think i will try my very best... i noe that the road is tough.. COS I FORGOT EVERYTHING ABT CHINESE.. but i will persevere... i will really try my very best.. but all these will start after MBT.. haha...

haha.. so cool rite.. i worte all these.. hmm.. actually nth much to blog.. but i wanna blog abt somethings... haha... today, FINALLY, we had our 1st R&E official meeting.. although still not the whole comm was down, i think i can say that i am very happy... i shall explain........ i think the sub comm members are really good.. i think i am very happy i got them... although they only get to noe that they are in my comm on sat, i think they got settled down fast.. and i think they gave many good feedbacks today... wooo.. GOOD JOB...

although the TAs may not be happy with us, i think the period after they left was cool.. we split and we managed to do a lot.. as i am blogging here, u guys are still CHIONGING proposal.. dun say i slack.. cos i need to wait for all of u to send then i can do PPT.. hahaa.. so i neh slack k.. JIA YOU PPL K.. haha.. we got a long way to go.. cos it is really tough.. but do remember, we are impt.. cos every event we do, can help to determine who are the better ppl.. so Jia you..

hmm.. just want to mention some stuff to someone.. HEY U... i noe u read our blog.. i bet u have went pass my blog many times and realise many many many things.. i dunno when will u read this.. or will u even get to read this.. but.. just want to tell u smth.... haha..

HEY.. i really want to thank u.. i think u r really a very cool person.. i am very cautious of wat i type.. cos i want u all to guess.. haha.. anyway, i really like u a lot.. maybe a lot ppl DUN REALLY like u cos u are VERY DISGUSTING ( get the hint ).. however, minus the disgusting thin, i think u are really good.. u are always supporting us.. sometimes u do it quitely but i think we all noe wat u have done.. Sometimes, i really Dislike u.. u make us loss faith.. but wat u say always make sense and make us REFLECT... and i really want to thank u today.. the short and simple message that u send to us gave us the energy to carry on.. it is always all these message that u send to support us.. Thanks... still cannot guess who? i will tell u all.. He is

BEOWULF MR HON

Mr hon i really want to thank u k.. haha.. THANK YOU.. we will all jia you de.. haha...

i added this para after i post.. cos i forgot to add in this.. i think this is really nth impt.. but just want to say la.. i think my life have really been changed totally.. i still remember last year or even the years before last, i have time to watch TV...today cos holiday.. so after meeting and all those.. i reached home early.. i manage to catch the channel 8 show at 8.30+.. wat " wo men de fan dian ".. i just went to channel 8 web and realise a lot of new show.. and as i was saying.. this show.. i think this show is really cool.. although the filming isn't as nice as others, i think the show had more meaning.. today's one is really simple.. it just mention abt that $$ cannot buy everything.. haha.. i think i really miss the times i just sit down on floor and watch TV.. even if i fell asleep, i will like it.. haiz...

hmm.. nth much to type le.. haha.. now 11 le.. haha.. and i haven even start on my PPT.. haiz.. and they want it by tml afternoon.. when morning i got lesson.. haiz.. SO RESONABLE.. but nvm.. i will persevere.. haha... and yup.. for the next few days, it will be MUGGING day.. but hope i even got the time to start to mug.. haiz.. I WANT TO STUDY.....I WANT TO DO WELL FOR MBT..

Have you given your 100% for everything u do?

Do you regret that you have not given your best?

Life....

hmm.. very very very long never blog le... hmm no mood to really blog abt every single thin in my life now...

Orientation 2 2008

Hmm finally this is over already.. glad that everything went smoothly.. Although i think the TAs may not be happy with us one way or another, i think its ok la... OSC was really good.. a very good new concept.. MMM was fun i think.. many enjoyed it.. RBC.. we did it.. with all those bottles CAPs... congrates to MJC... Dance finale.. i think the whole idea of having fun was established here..... AND most imptly, AAR.. i think the AAR that happen 3 days ago was really good.. i said wat i wanted to say for very long.. and many felt the same as me.. hope it can make sense into the others....

SCHOOL LIFE

Life in school hadn't been good for me.. haiz.. been really tired.. although orientation had been over.. but i am really still tired.. haiz.. need time to recover.. but when can i? with so many things coming in... Council life is getting more and more tiring.. maybe cos R&E which i am i/c for is here... HOPE things can really run smoothly.. Vincent and I have to work hard to meet the TAs expectation... haiz.. Block test is only 1 week away and i haven start to revise at all.. how....

CHINESE A Level RESULT

haiz.. i think most of u who are reading my blog shld noe wat i got already.. yup.. i got a B.. haiz.. really upset over it.. and i actually cried in school yesterday.. really broke down yesterday.... nth to much to say.. but just want to thank many many ppl....

Thank you.. Rebecca, Yun Zhi, Shu Hui, Joel, Sandeep, Yi Hao, Keechen ( although only tok to u for a while ), Haoyan ( although u got many others things to worry ), jian rui ( although it was rather random but thanks ), Michelle ( thanks for the msg ), qianwen ( thanks for listening ) and other ppl who cared abt my result.

Think that yesterday was the 1st time i cried so badly.. hope things get better.. However, i dunno if i will retake or not.. still thinking over it.. haiz.. hope any decision i make i will not regret it......

Lastly, Congrates to those who did well.. be it A or just passing chinese, i think u guys really shld be proud of yourself. for those who didn't do as well ( Like me ).. dun worry much.. make the correct decision then dun regret and work towards your goal. There are many distraction ard u but wat u have to do is to focus at your goal ( This is wat Jianrui told me )..

Block test is just round the corner.. hope everyone will do well.. dun get affected by all those stupid test k... And JUN KAI will try his best to get back on track so dun worry abt me ( If u are la )... and also.. Today is 3-8 fu niu jie.. wooo.. HAPPY WOMEN DAY to all females.. and someone told me to blog this only " I am tired. Shall blog another time. Nite " .. haha

--- GOOD LUCK FOR BLOCK TEST ---